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| mle (profile) wrote, on 10-10-2002 at 11:02pm | |
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last night one of my pretty good friends told me shes been anorexic for the past 3 weeks or so. i didnt know how to respond. my first urge was to remind her of all the times she tried to keep me on the straight path. tell her she didnt need to follow in my footsteps. but then, i looked at her as one of us. another lonely statistic. this boosts my number of girls irl i *know* have an eating disorder up to 5, including me. and all but one are juniors at west. wow. and most people w/ ed's are secret. thats crazy. i dont know whats going on lately. i feel so unbeleivably pulled in so many directions. with everything. w/ friends, classes, sports, freetime/staying busy, my future, ed's. everything. im so lost and abandoned. sometimes i just dont know what to do. so i just sleep. homecoming. total chaos. idk whats going on now. the dinner thing keeps gettin f'ed up. :( stupid christian boys. lol. but yea... party at my house.. 2 times this wknd. at least. cheerleaders are coming over for dinner before the game tomorrow and then bonfire after homecoming. we'll see how that turns out. if i remember any of it... :) my heart is way torn right now. mle |
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drunkslut | 10-11-02 1:20pm why is your heart torn out? |
| mle | Re:, 10-11-02 11:46pm omg kathy. besides the fact that im kinad..uh, drunk.
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spud | 10-11-02 3:45pm i'm so lost. you sound worse off than i am.
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| mle | Re:, 10-11-02 11:44pm yea. party tonight :) plus, i forgot bout it :/
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