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DarkSwordDancer (profile) wrote,
on 11-6-2003 at 5:48pm
Someone help me find my peace because i cant do it on my own.

It was the first line of a poem i wrote when i wasnt on the brink or tears or killing someone.I had sushie last night so i was actually slightly happier than i had been all week.but i still feel like hitting my head on my wall till i pass out but my parents would have me commited....grrr at society.
I feel like i whine to much....i know it dosent do anything to help....grrrrr.

I had an interesting dream lastnight...

I was on my bed looking at my room and i saw my whole life until now and as i met people they came out of my room onto my bed and sat down next to me,then they would disappear if we stopped being friends or died...then if we grew apart they faded or all that was left was their eyes and mouth.When i got to present day all that was left was niki, dara ,ashley,nick,gwen,schylar,roxan,jessika and damon...kristie and that was it.they were the ones i could still see.I smiled at them and they all smiled back.I felt a tap on my back and i turned to look out my window and i saw something that i had only dreamed about(i thought to myself in my dream)there was this spiral galaxy blue,gold,red,and green .all of a sudden my window opened and i knew what to do.We took hold of eachothers hands and stepped out of my window together.Then we started running tword the galaxy.
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silversoldier

Nick feels like dream analysis..., 11-07-03 12:11am

Well, I'm thinking your subconcious is telling you to be optomistic (TABOO!!)...
Sure, your group of friends has changed, or shrunk, or whatever, but you've decided who's worth being with. Plus, we all set out on the adventure together, which (with the way some relationships in this group work) is hopeful at the most. Anyways, it's a nice dream... OK, I don't like the whole dream analysis thing... bleh...

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DarkSwordDancer

Re: Nick feels like dream analysis..., 11-07-03 1:16pm

lol someone told me i was to optomistic the other day!Yeah i had a pretty good idea of what it ment.

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