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| HollishDanishM (profile) wrote, on 11-6-2003 at 8:04pm | |
| Current mood: okay Music: Fallen- Mya Subject: My daddy |
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| I have a great life. I'm just gonna start out by saying that, because it really makes a difference to my point. I'm really sad about my relationship with my dad. It just feels like he does not care at all. He used to be my role model, but i just don't know anymore. He's so funny, and I always felt he was the only person that I could just sit and share my feelings with, without him asking all sorts of mean and evil questions about everything. That is what my mom does, which is why I never tell her anything anymore. But I expected a little more support from my dad. He lives on the fukin other side of the Ocean and he barely ever sees me. It's messed up. He never writes me, never calls me. I am his blood. I am his god damn blood. He could show a little more responsibility, is all I am saying. It doesn't feel like I have a father. My dad isn't my dad he never does anything to prove that he is my dad. My stepdad is just not my dad either. I didn't exactly grow up with him, I just can't see him in that way. I'm just really confused is all. I hear so many tales about daughters and fathers having these great relationships and I just wanna experience that. Keep it burnin', Mette p.s. To anyone that scares. I blocked HIM. I finally realized, I mean it this time, that this is the only way the obession will ever stop. It's been having to end for a very long time now. And I am on my way to recovery. Hopefully I won't turn around in the middle and go back. God knows. |
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brownsugar | aww, 11-06-03 8:38pm awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...thats sooo sweeeett..don't worry thingsll get better w./ ur dad tell him how u feel about that...n im glad ur glad that u hv a great life...im soo happy for u =)
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brownsugar | also, 11-06-03 8:39pm also...this is tina...my new wohhu username thingyy
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bajaste13 | It makes sense to me..., 11-06-03 10:26pm Very peculiar mette.
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HollishDanishM | Re: It makes sense to me..., 11-07-03 10:47am YEESSSSS.
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