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Shoe23 (profile) wrote, on 11-6-2003 at 7:20pm | |
Current mood: sad Music: Creed - Higher Subject: incompetency.......taking place around and inside me every day.... |
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Me: "That clock blinked off when I walked by it" Grandmother: "Amber, all of the lights blinked" Me: "Oh, Ok" My stupid moment of the day....... Only Living To Die.......I would suppose that is a good description for some......If only the "dying" part were not so distant that would be a good definition of me as well.....Everything I do contradicts my future anyway so why not want to die before everything else falls a fucking part. I hate Breathing. I hate Smiling. I hate Brightness. I hate Stupidity. I hate Eating. I hate........everything, except...... Ellen, Amber K., Ashley, Going to breakfast with Ellen, Being Alone, Dripping Blood, Mrs. Hutton, Music, Drawing, Potentially Dangerous Objects, and Rain....... Sometimes there are other things I dont hate like.........Angie, Toby, Activity, Driving, Playing Drums, and Punching things....... I am done complaining now....... |
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lady-raven-2005 | 11-07-03 12:31pm i am rather fond of knives myself.....mostly to scare other people....funny how they move away when i have one........strange |