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Shoe23 (profile) wrote,
on 11-6-2003 at 7:20pm
Current mood: sad
Music: Creed - Higher
Subject: incompetency.......taking place around and inside me every day....
Me: "That clock blinked off when I walked by it"
Grandmother: "Amber, all of the lights blinked"
Me: "Oh, Ok"

My stupid moment of the day.......

Only Living To Die.......I would suppose that is a good description for some......If only the "dying" part were not so distant that would be a good definition of me as well.....Everything I do contradicts my future anyway so why not want to die before everything else falls a fucking part.

I hate Breathing.
I hate Smiling.
I hate Brightness.
I hate Stupidity.
I hate Eating.
I hate........everything, except......

Ellen, Amber K., Ashley, Going to breakfast with Ellen, Being Alone, Dripping Blood, Mrs. Hutton, Music, Drawing, Potentially Dangerous Objects, and Rain.......
Sometimes there are other things I dont hate like.........Angie, Toby, Activity, Driving, Playing Drums, and Punching things.......

I am done complaining now.......
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lady-raven-2005

11-07-03 12:31pm

i am rather fond of knives myself.....mostly to scare other people....funny how they move away when i have one........strange

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