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HollishDanishM (profile) wrote,
on 11-9-2003 at 12:19am

Current mood: happy
Music: Liz Phair- Why Can't I
Subject: Had a great day

Yesterday, I scared myself. It's simple like that, but I seriosuly freaked myself out. I was kind of thinking to myself, what's the point? What's the point of life? What's the point of living. I think, it is because of that discussion in English class the other day. It was just too much for me to handle. That is probably why I felt like that. But it was not fun to see myself like that. I wasn't thinking about suicide, obviously, but just the thought of ending it scared me. It is the first time that I truely ever wondered about the point of life. Did God (if he even exists) just scatter us all over the place randomly? Do we serve a purpose? Or are we just there for his entertainment maybe? I barely know if I believe in God, but I know there is some super natural force out there. No doubt.
It was probably also because I didn't have that great of a day yesterday and just thought that to myself. But today, luckily, I changed my whole philosophy. I am random like that, I can jump from one conclusion to another in an instant. I was with Sam and Dorina all day, and I truely had the best time. It really made me realize how much life is really worth. We went to the mall, and then to Dorina's cousin's house. And also there we had the best time. I was so sad when I had to go home, I did not want the night to end. I loved it, thank you dorina and sam! I love you!
I love weekends too.
Damn damn damn, just so happy right now

WHO
is your best friend::	Isabel Gylov
can you trust the most::	Isabel
is your favorite actor::	Denzel Washington
is your favorite actress::	Not sure
is cooler. mom or dad?::	mom
WHAT
is your favorite color::	blue and orange
is your favorite movie::	"The Hurricane"
is your favorite brand of shows::	not sure
is the best cd::	right now- the new outkast cd
is the worst cd::	too many to name
are tourniquets::	I'm blonde
WHEN
were you born::	midnight, January 18th 1989
WHERE
were you born::	Gentofe, Denmark
did you get your first kiss::	in a basement
is the most beautiful place on earth::	a starry night, in Skibby Denmark. No doubt.
is the ugliest place on earth::	Not sure, haven't seen many ugly places. I avoid them.
WHY
do you like the music you like(what do you get from it)::	I just like the flow of it, and sometimes the lyrics just impower me.
RANDOM
what is your favorite subject::	English
what color are you fingernails::	they're like pinkish/white. The normal nail color...
what color is your car::	I am sorry, did you say car?
do you have a car::	I am sorry, did you say car?
where do you want live::	Wherever people love me
what do you want to be::	A happy person
what kind of structure would you like to live in::	Anything that makes me happy, something bright with lime green walls

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411
name : Mette
birthday : January 18th, 1989
height: 5'10" baby. Representin'
hair color : yellow/Blonde
length : like shoulder length
pets : My cat, Poes. Or Thomas...
Last...
song you listened to : White Flag- Dido
song you had stuck in your head : "I'm lovin' it" JT. As sad as that might be
song you've downloaded: My kazaa is dead :-(
person you were thinking of : Vernon and plans for tomorrow

Do..
you have a bf or gf : Nope
you have a crush on someone : Of course I do
you wish you could live somewhere else : Sometimes, ya. When nothing seems to be going right.
others find you attractive : Dont' we all...
you want more piercings : Nah, I;m good for now
you want more tattoos : No, tattoos r gross and always will be
you write in cursive or print : print

For or against...
long distance relationships : against, no love in that. No action either...
using someone : against
suicide : against
killing people : against
teenage smoking : For, drinking is not bad. it stimulates ur brain.
doing drugs : Everyone has their preference, if it makes them feel good. As long as it doesn't take over.
driving drunk : against.
gay/lesbian relationships : For, everyone is different. People can do what they wanna do whenever they wanna do it.
Favorite...
food : foir gras and lobster, u can't mess with that
song : Pass the Courvoisier part II
thing to do : tennis
thing to talk about : funny people
sports : tennis
clothes : Anything I like
movies : Anything that really makes me realize things about life. "The Hurricane" or Antwoine Fisher are both up there
holiday : christmas
car : Hummer H2 all tha way
Have you...
ever cried over a girl/boy : Actually, no
ever lied to someone : yes, millions of times
ever been in a fist fight/arrested : Nope, not that I kno off. Maybe while I was drunk, but does that really count?
Number...
of times I have had my heart broken : many times.
of hearts I have broken : Don't know, it is definetily under ten
of boys I have kissed : That depends how you look at it really. But I am doing ok. Not bad. of girls I have kissed : my mom and some of my friends as a joke
of drugs taken illegally : once, u gotta try everything I'm tellin u
of people I could trust with my life: My mom probably, and my cousin. And some of my friends, not sure.
of people I consider my enemies : Not that many. Maybe two or three
of scars : like 1 or 2
of things in my past that I regret? Wow, don't even gget me started
Last person who..
slept in your bed : me
made you cry : my mom, bearer of bad news
you shared a drink with : Virginia I think
you went to the movies with : Dorina, intolerable cruelty
went to the mall with : Maxi and Dorina
threatened they were going to kill you : just 1
Have you ever..
said "I love you" and meant it? Not sure, I barely kno what love means
gotten in a fight: haha yes
been to New York? yes
been to Florida? yes
california? yes
mexico? no
got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? many times
wished you were the opposite sex? Ya, when I was like 4 or 5.
Red or Blue? Blue
Spring or Fall? fall
Santa or Rudolph? Rudolph
Math or English? english..teachers nicer.. And math sucks
What are you going to do after you finish this survey? Go listen to music
What was the last food you ate? Spring rolls
High school or college? college
Are you bored? would I otherwise be taking this survey?
Last movie you saw? Secretary
Last noise you heard? the IM sound
Last time you went out of the state: I went to Connecticut like a week ago
Things you like in a guy: tall guys mostly. I like (blank) boys. Just too innapropriate. Do you have a crush on someone? didn't I already mention this
Do they know? I don't think he is truely aware
What's his name? I'm not gonna say, you don't need to know
What book are you reading now? The Catcher in the Rye
Favorite board game? LIFE
Favorite magazine? dont have a fave
Worst feeling in the world? Knowing someone loves you for you, and truly cares.
How many rings before you answer? Two usually, on my cell anyways. I’m sry, my EX cell
Future daughter's name: I think Grace is really
Future son's name: So many, either Jordan, Sydney, or Noah
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Nah
Eye Color: blue
College Plans: Denmark, prolly some sorta law school
Hobbies: Friends and tennis, is there anymore out there?
Are You Timely Or Always Late: In between
Do You Have A Job: I’m a student, that counts in my mind
Do You Like Being Around People: Ya, most of the time

Stuff
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with : Hasn’t everyone?
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did : Don’t know, maybe I cried inside. But def. not on the outside. I AM NOT A BABY!
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After : YES, big time!
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now : Actually, yes. There is someone I really want right now. Jersey is so far away, isn’t it?
Ever Liked a close Girl Friend in a bisexual way: I’ll have to pass on that one. No, sry not that type.
Are You Lonely Right Now: Not really lonely, but I want him!!
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: Nah, everyone gets married. Look around you
Do You Want To Get Married: At some point
Do You Want Kids: Definitely, two or three

Favorite
Room In house: Family room
Type of music: rap/hip hop/r n b
Memory: My summer house in Denmark, playing with Tim. Good times.
Day Of The Week: Friday
Flower: I don’t like flowers really
Month: January or October, because it’s so pretty

In the last 48 hours, have you:
Cried: Nope
Bought Something: Yes
Gotten Sick: No no
Said I Love You: Yes, well written…
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: Yes, two minutes ago
Met Someone New: Ehm… No, don’t think so. Ell actually maybe
Talked To Someone: yea
Had A Serious Talk: Kinda, not really
Missed Someone: Big time, yes
Hugged Someone: Ya
Kissed Someone: Ya
Fought With Your Parents: Kind of ya
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: Yes, biiiiiiiiig time
Had a lot of sleep: Ya, I woke up at 11 this morning
Wanted This Survey To Be Over: It is kinda long isn’t it?