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Aaron (profile) wrote, on 11-9-2003 at 5:04pm | |
Music: today, smashing pumpkins Subject: "pidgeons go 'kpff'!!!" |
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"pink ribbon scares, that never forget. i tried to wash away, all these regrets. my angel wings were brused and restrained, my belly stings..." never IM me, don't ever call, i'm going to a different church...i would have thought that two years of silence would have taught you not to talk to me....i'm sorry, i don't want ot hurt you, but this is a new age for me, i moved on...i love tori now, can't you see that? that place you tired to fill is her's. and yeah, keep your ideas about her looks and abilities to understand to yourself...to be honest, i think she's beautiful, and she is the only one that does understand..."the only thing more precious than life is the person you choose to live it with"...he was right, and i chose tori, not you... | |
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-nightsloth- | 11-09-03 11:20pm GIVE ME METAL! NOW FUCKING NOW DAMMIT!!!! IVE GOT HAPPY CHURCH GRINDED INTO MY FUCKING BRAIN!!! I CAN FEEL MY SELF WASTING AWAY WITHIN!!!! |
Aaron | Re:, 11-12-03 2:07am heavy metal? ok....*mails slpknot CD to you* actually, go to accuradio.com. it's so cool. |
-nightsloth- | Re: Re:, 11-12-03 8:09pm accuradio.com huh? ok. thank you good sir. |
blackcandynecklace | 11-11-03 12:01pm that's sweet about tori.. but unless the other person hurt you, that was kinda hard. but it's good your saying how you feel!! good job :hug: |
Aaron | Re:, 11-12-03 2:04am thanks jen. i don't know what about that relationship hurt me, but it ate me inside out. and whenever i'm around kalie, i remember all to well. deep inside, i know that i've always loved tori. not since i met her. love at first sight doesn't work. it was a childish crush at first, then it became a slightly more serious crush, then i really like her. buy the time sixth grade rolled around, it was love, and sixth grade marked the beginning of a new era for me. i kne wlove, pain, i started to become more like a man than some helpless little boy, like in disarm buy smashing pumpkins. "i used to be a little boy..." i'm not anymore...i had to grow up and realize what the world around me was...a shit hole. one big shit that god took and somehow we managed to spawn ourselves from it. and what's worse than having to live in it is that it won't even accept me for who i am. i mean, could it just maybe be a small possibility that we're all just people? obviously they don't think so. so i have to fight it and totally without legitimate reason. haveing painful experiences brought back on you doesn't help at all. |
Aaron | Re: Re:, 11-12-03 2:05am *huggs* |
independenttruckergrl | Re: Re:, 08-18-05 10:50pm Like I said, you're all twisted up in your own web of lies. The world being a complete shit hole? Frankly, that is bullshit. The world is what we make of it, and if you want it to not be a shit hole.. stop complaining and fighting against it and change it!
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FallingTearsofDarkness | 11-11-03 7:04pm I will leave u and Tori alone...just do me a fav and dont leave me here..ur the only friend i have complete trust in...during the two years of silence i was doing just fine.. i didnt think about r once called "love" or nething...now that ur back in i cant let u back out..i understand that Tori understands u more and that u love eachother..but i am truly sry that u r going to shut off contact from me completly..i screwed up major and trust me im paying for by loosing the best friend i ever had..and for this im truly sry....
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Aaron | Re:, 11-11-03 8:32pm i...i have no idea how i'm supposed to deal with this...the past is haunting my dreams now... |
shalee | Re: Re:, 11-12-03 7:33pm having the past haunt your dreams really sucks, doesnt it? that's why I'm afraid to go to sleep at night.. |
independenttruckergrl | Re: Re:, 08-06-04 7:02pm well thats too bad for you!
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independenttruckergrl | Re:, 08-06-05 7:44pm I really, really had some grammer issues...
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independenttruckergrl | 01-26-04 3:13pm You're not going to read this..
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independenttruckergrl | 07-14-04 6:27pm *pukes*
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independenttruckergrl | 08-21-04 9:22pm I wanna kill you.
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independenttruckergrl | Re:, 08-21-05 1:59pm That is exactly a year old.
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