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| behindmysmile (profile) wrote, on 11-10-2003 at 9:54pm | |
| Current mood: calm Subject: Bed time..ZzzzZzzzZ.. |
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| Im off to bed now..these days bed is the only place where i feel safe..safe from all of you out there..i wish dat seriously i could jus lay down n sleep forever..i would be in such bliss..sleepin is the only place where i can be completly happy and nobody can say anything about it..nobody can talk shit..nobody will ever know wats going on in dat lil o' head of mine cept me..i like my life dat way.. I wish i could jus become a mute..wif no voice..no emotions..dat would be wonderful..too bad eh? Omfg t day i was tryin soo f'ing hard to be happy, and ya knw wat someone *one of my kinda good friends* asked me?! What guy i fucked last nite?! OHHH I SWEAR I WAS BOUT TO FUCKIN KILL HER!! Like im some kind of whore or some shit..too bad Becky Dawn was there..*and mr mcdowell* i would have seriously fuckin killed her slutty ass! Shes more slutty den me!! urgh i fuckin hate ppl at our skool..how fuckin imature..den after dat she went round skool,sayin dat she was bout to fite me but i backed down, yah my ass dats why she was da one fuckin hiding behind mr mcdowell..urgh!!! hey at least i made someones day semi better..not dat i really did it cuz it was all her..but ya know.. J d shortier 623: howdy:-) BlondieC93: hey i took ur advice and i tried to hav a good day J d shortier 623: really?! J d shortier 623: wat happeend?1 BlondieC93: i had a bad morning an awesome mid mornin/ afternoon AND A HORRIBLE AFTERNOON i found out dat my boyfriend david like(d) some else and yea it was 1 big mess but i was calm and i thought wut wuld jill want me to do in this situtaion ((and i thought well duh whtevr would make me happy)) and so i wrote david i note saying tht i still wanted to go out wit him ((AND WE STILL ARE)) but it wuld take a lot of convincin 4 me to belive he doesnt like her anymore and we wuld try to still hav a realtionship BlondieC93: but yea tht was pretty much it and i gtg now cuz i gotta wake up early and i read ur journal and im sry u had a bad day and whenevr ur feeling sad and tht kno one loves u remember this:: CHELSIE LOVES YOU!!!!!! HOPE U HAV A AWSUM DAY TOMMOROW LUV YA LOTZ BlondieC93 signed off at 9:30:06 PM. In only 5 minutes of time..she made me feel alotta better t day..and im sure she really didnt even mean to..geesh if only 5 minutes werent sucha long time..Im not even good enough fo 5 minutes from da rest of ya? wateva im gong to bed now bye! |
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thoughtskill | 11-11-03 11:53am how wonderful,
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