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| joslyn_julia (profile) wrote, on 10-14-2002 at 8:40pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Music: Avril Lavigne-- Things I'll never say |
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| why can't i have him: touch him; feel him; be near him life sucks if there was only a way, some way some where that i could be good enough for him and his friends. why can't i be why must i be boring little me. *sigh* if he only knew. I care so much and i could be be the perfect girl for him... i could make him happy but no just like everyone else you can't wait to know me you judge me by the baggage that i carry. grrr. i want i boyfriend; i need someone to care for so i don't think so much about myself; someone that i can run to when i am hurt or when i aced a test. then again it won't happen why must i grumble so... blah... screw it i will go to sleep now. *tear*sniffle*starts balling* |
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skife | 10-14-02 8:58pm you'll find somone joslyn, Your a good person inside, Somone will see that eventually |
Darby | 10-15-02 12:17am So this is what was on your mind earlier. Sorry for being so self absorbed. You don't want someone that's not going to accept you, the key word in boyfriend is friend. You want them there so you can do all those things, but they have to want to do those things for you as well. That's why I like Stef and started liking Jessa, they both accepted me for who I am in total, not what I've done or where I've been, but what I was at the time and what I could be to them. If this guy can't see the forest for the trees, he's not worth it. Don't wish to belong, just be yourself, that's all you need. Don't change yourself for anyone even if your nuts for someone, because if your not being true to yourself are you really alive? So walk up to people you don't know or want to know better and say hi, if they ignore you forget about them, they're not worth it. I know its not easy, but that's the way it is. Thanks for giving me something to type about. |
jessa_lynne | 10-15-02 4:56pm aww... poor baby... don't drown drown in your self pity! kidding. I LOVE YOU!!!! Ryan can eats my cock, he's a little pussy! |
jburt1 | 10-18-02 12:35am Hey Joz,
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