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Upchuck (profile) wrote,
on 3-18-2002 at 2:57pm
Current mood: annoyed
Music: "Indian Outlaw" Tim McGraw
I'm just slightly annoyed because someone took our gym time at Cedar View. I was really looking forward to practice tonight because cuts would be all done and we would finally have our team. I know people are going to be upset because coach cut sophomores to make room for a couple of freshman, but in order to build a program, it had to be done.

I really don't think I can be in three places at once Saturday afternoon so I guess something has got to give.

No one is really looking forward to spending time in the pit, but it will be fun and it will give me a chance to read Heart of Darkness. I'm glad Ms. Eilola didn't make a big deal aobut that journal assignment. Prayers out to Lisa that her car and all that crap will be alright. I have an idea it will because I hurt my car really bad and it's turned out to be not a big deal except for the intial let down, but there isn't any damage to her car.

I hope all those college people out there will give me a chance. I may not compare to others as far as academics and I stopped competing long ago. I just realized that it's not how I compare to other people that defines who I am. It used to be, throughout all of Middle School, I wasn't happy unless I was the best. Now I want to be the best for my own personal satisfaction, not just to show them that I can be. I know there are a lot of people out there that are definitely academically superior to me, but I don't care. I'm a good student and I know it, I don't need to be the best because I am good at somethings. I'm the best tuba player. I'm probably one of the better bass players in our school. That and I'm different and I feel good about that. So much for this rant about myself, but I really don't care who reads this.
I see woohu as a way for me to vent and for all of us, as a community to support each other through our lives. Beyond that it's simply theraputic.
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jedibumblebee

03-18-02 4:28pm

umm....hey...what journal assignment? :(
heart of darkness wasn't due today...was it?


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andy

03-18-02 5:40pm

they had it all set up for like an awards ceremony or something. not like you could have used it very effectively anyway.

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