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| sherriffsteve (profile) wrote, on 11-11-2003 at 7:04pm | |
| Current mood: loved Music: "Hanging On"-Everyday Sunday Subject: My thoughts for the Day |
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| Last night, Matt came over. He asked me a question that has been on my mind since. He asked me if I could tell him my life story. Well I started from day one when I moved out of my dads house. And I told him all the things that have happened. All the things that I've done, and all the things that I went through, all the times that I thought I was someone else, and when I finally found the truth. After I told him all of that, It kinda made me start to think of where I've been and where I am now. And I honestly have to say that I really have come a long way. I haven't been a christian my whole life, but I know that my sins are forgiven and that I don't have to struggle to live anymore. I don't have to move from place to place, I don't have to smoke pot or drink, I don't have to lie. It's beautiful the places that I've been with Him, It's so wonderful how God saw that I needed Him, and provided a way for me to see the truth. I needed his light for so long, and He blessed me. I don't regret anything that I have done, because I know that It all happened for a reason. It just took me a little longer to realize that He is life. There is one thing that keeps coming to my attention that I think God wants people to know, is that life is about relationships. Thats what He is anyway, a God of relationshps. And I believe that it is up to me to show some people here that they need Him. That life isn't about grades or parties or who knocked up who? It's about the love that you recieve and the love that you are willing to give in return. And this isn't obligated love either, this is the love that makes you feel complete. The love that you know is there, but you choose to ignore it because you are scared and don't want to face the truth that is laid right at your feet. It's the only reason why you ignore God. The only reason why you live life alone, because your not willing to give up your life for someone elses. I believe that, that is all we have to learn to realize that life is beautiful. That life isn't for us its for Him. | |
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mothman | 11-11-03 8:42pm ive also thought that life was about relationships , and i am glad you talked to mat and are you going to church this sunday and if you are i would like to go if you could take me |
ShadowCow | 11-11-03 10:11pm are you sure? |
sherriffsteve | Re:, 11-12-03 5:50pm I've never been more sure of anything in my life. |