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thoughtskill (profile) wrote,
on 11-11-2003 at 7:25pm
Ive been thinkin about jilly more and more lately. I miss her. Im talking to her right now and i miss her. Its jus different now, i wish i knew why. I miss talking with her every day, i miss being the only one that helped her n everything. I miss being her only best friend. I think its partly the whole attention thingy i have..thats a problem.. But i hate her having all these other fuckin friends. Im so selifsh i know, but like shes the only person i have. I miss being the only person that she has. We have been through so much, dealt with so much in the past year that i dont even remeber what my life was like without her..i love her more then anything else. I have opened up with her and grew so close with her, closer then anyone else ever. I rely on her. I need her. Ive never needed someone this much....Im incomplete without her, shes became a part of me that no one in a million years could replace.


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behindmysmile

awwe!! :o(, 11-11-03 8:01pm

Wat da hell r u talkin about u crazy women? Who else do i have?! Yah chels but she dont really mean shit to me, compared to you! Nobody does! Or ever will.. =(

You are my ONLY best friend, and no matter wat yo ualways will be..plus jus to let yaknow now you know how i feel when i say dat i miss you, even tho were talkin at dat very moment..*As i always say, n u say dats stupid cuz were talkin ya bum*

And ya know wat..parts of this entry sound so crazy to me, like *but like shes the only person i have.* Yah rite..look at da entry before this one britt..yah i made it look like i was all happy fo you and everything, *in my comment* But i wasnt..i was hurt..i felt like you were like rejecting me or soemthing..and den u put this one..its like uhm..okay..uhm wateva..

Your da best friend dat i could have..britt your da only person dat has ever meant dis much to me! Not Stacey, not Brittney not Courtney not anyone, EVER! Seriously i dont know wat i would do without you..ur da best thing dats ever happened to me, and its crazy of you to think otherwise..brittany i luv you sooo much! I really do! More den anyone in da whole world!

I wub yew!!!!!!

Love,
me..! =)

p.s. wat attention thing? Latah chicka!

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