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behindmysmile (profile) wrote,
on 11-11-2003 at 8:01pm
Current mood: confused
Music: Lizzie Mcguire tv show!! =)
Subject: Wat do i do?!
I dont get this, brittany is all like mad at me or something because ive got other friends..*I dont know who da hell she thinks shes talkin bout* But seriously wat does she want me to do? Stop being friends wif everyone, and like not talk at skool or anywhere else, jus to her? Does she do dat? No! Would i ask her to do dat ever? No! *Well maybe* Would i ever drop all my friends jus fo her..? Yesh! I would do anything fo her..even become da loner of my skool..

I wonder if she understands dat i feel da same way bout her n her friends..ex Courtney n OMFG ex EMILY!! Dats why i give her sucha hard time bout em..sometimes i wish dat it could jus be summer again, and it would only be us..all day long we'd talk, and i wouldnt have to wrry bout how close shes gettin wif Emily or Courtney or whoever da hell else..cuz i'd have her to talk wif almost every single day all day long..But den skools gotta get in da way..icky! =(

I dont think she completly understands jus exactly wat she means to me tho..i dont even know how to explain all dat i feel bout her *dat sounds gay* But seriously, shes da best friend dat ive ever had..and i dont know wat i would do without her..seriously i cant imagine my life without her..i wouldnt have any reason to wake up in da morning..Yah im friends wif alotta other ppl, but its diff..way diff..i could never be friends wif anyone like i am wif her..cuz theres jus something special bout her..shes da best person in da whole friggin world and urgh i dont know! I luv her sooo friggin much..but i dont know wat im surposed to do here..

Britt tell me wat i sould do..? Anything n ill do it? I jus dont know wat to do? I luv you soo much! Gotta go..you'll be bak in 25 minutes or so..hehe luv you latah chicka!!

I luv Brittany Marie Gamester More den life itself!!

love,
me.. =(
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thoughtskill

11-11-03 10:33pm

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! how nice to say, and im sorry im a bad person...im so selfish i hate myself. i love you tho. !!

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behindmysmile

Re:, 11-12-03 6:44am

I luv you soo much more!! Your not a bad person, you could never be a bad person ur da best pesron in da whole world, dont hate urself, dats crazy how could u hate someone so friggin wonderful!!

i luv you! See ya t nite! Hopefully..takin my anorexic mommy out to dinner t nite..but my mommy said dat i could call u t nite regardless =) mwaha luv you lots latah chicka!

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