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| breezeyluvsu (profile) wrote, on 11-13-2003 at 10:18am | |
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| Hey everybody~ yesterday: was a really good day..up until last night. i promised myself i would go to the showing for corbin * R.I.P BUDDY* so i did. i went but it took me 3 times until i finally would go up there! does that make me a bad person? its just that everytime i got close i just thought of everything that happened between us and it made me just wanna run away. and knowing one of my close friends is in the room...and he's never coming back ...but i had keegan and sam and jordan and sam g. helping me through it. and about my whole guy problems...well i wouldnt call it a problem anymore. i couldnt stop thinking of him..so i finally worked up some courage and wrote him a note asking whats going on between us. he wrote back asking what i wanted to and why he was interested in me and blah blah blah. then at the end he asked why me: why did i pick him of all the guys..and theres alot of reasons why i like him. when im with him~ i feel like its okay to be myself. and for some odd reason he likes me for me! i know crazy right!? and i just like how we kinda "connected". we have lots in common and i feel i can tell him just about anything and i think thats very hard to find in a guy. All I want is a guy who will accept me for who I am. a guy who will understand that at times I will confuse him cuz most of the time i confuse myself. a guy who will understand that im not perfect~ and i make mistakes just like everybody else. a guy who will cheer me up when im sad. a guy that will give me the attention i need but still give me space. a guy who will stand up for me when im not around. but I dont want a guy whos perfect~ just a guy who is perfect for me. and about the whole jess thing...yeah i am sorry for everything ive said...but i guarentee it i never called you a slut.and everything ive said- was just that i didnt like you- not even hate because i dont hate anyone.but i just thought ide let you kno that i would like it if we were friends..and sorry idk how to take u off my friends list :( but im out now much love~ Breezey! |
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glitterkisses | 11-13-03 3:13pm No it's ok, thanx Brianna I don't want to fight w/ you either.
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