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| behindmysmile (profile) wrote, on 11-13-2003 at 10:16pm | |
| Current mood: aggravated Subject: He didnt even get a chance at life.. |
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| Okay dis entry was influenced by britts entry so thanks britt..neways.. Dude i member when i was going out wif Travis in 6th grade and Justin and him were like best friends, and i met Justin fo da first time..He was kinda crazy, but really really funny. We became like really good friends..but as time went on after me n Travis broke up..our friendship begin to build a rift..and after a while dat rift was too big too mend, so we jus kinda grew apart fo a while..da next time we started talkin again was in 8th grade cuz he was like in all of my classes and we would sit by eachother alot..and we always got in trouble hehe..well not me but him *smiles sheepishly* But after a while during like da second quarter he began to drop hints dat he liked me..so i flirted of korse..and we got alot closer..he was never someone dat i would go out wif..he jus wasnt my type as i sometimes put it..but he was really awesome and i loved da kid..he asked me out many times but i jus used da lame ass excuse dat i jus wanted to be friends and didnt wanna ruin da friendship..and den summer came..we spent alotta fun times in conrads class..gettin in trouble EVERY CLASS! But summer came and we didnt talk at all..and den next thing i know..HES GONE, HES DEAD! And soon to find out, *by travis* is dat he liked me ever since 6th grade when we were going out..he liked me alot..and i was jus sucha bitch and didnt even give him a friggin chance..life didnt give him much of a friggin chance either!! And its not friggin fair!! There i said it..fo da first time..i said it..i got it out..there is everyone happy.. now did dat make me feel any better to jus open up and say all dat shit.. NO IT DIDNT! so wtf was da point..i unno latah! |
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thoughtskill | 11-13-03 10:29pm ='o( |
behindmysmile | Re:, 11-13-03 10:46pm thought u werent commentin in here anymore? :-p luv you! |
thoughtskill | Re: Re:, 11-13-03 11:29pm im not...
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behindmysmile | Re: Re: Re:, 11-13-03 11:30pm u sure? =( |