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| behindmysmile (profile) wrote, on 11-14-2003 at 6:36am | |
| Current mood: ugly.. =( |
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| Lordy lord i dont think dat ive ever cried dat much in my entire friggin life.. ='( Ive decided not to go to skool t day..*dont wanna deal wif thier shit* and im not goign to work t day *ditto* but im not gonna stay home..*cant stand seeing my mom in da state that she is rite now* Soo see i dont have anywhere to fuckin go anymore.. =( Last nite, after everyone had gone to sleep..i ly still more awake then ever..*thinkin* I walk into the kitchen, grab the biggest knife outta the drawer..and hold it up towards my neck..i scrap ever so slightly against my neck..jus to see..and den im tempted to press harder and harder and harder until i fall to the floor and sit in a puddle of my own blood until its all gone and im dead..but i dont instead i take the knife bak into my room, and hide it in a drawer..until next time..until t nite.. |
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thoughtskill | 11-14-03 8:11am ='o( ..i dont know what the fuck to say...
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thoughtskill | Re:, 11-14-03 8:13am p.s. i should be really mad at you considering thats what were freakin fighting about!!! you better fuckin put that thing back ya dangerous little devil =/ |