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| spinoangel (profile) wrote, on 11-14-2003 at 4:11pm | |
| Current mood: moody Music: jewel - "don't" Subject: *whispers* just go away. |
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| ya know that part in the little mermaid when ariel's sanctuary is destroyed by her dad? and then flounder and sebastian try to say something to make her feel better?... "just go away." well. that's not exactly how i feel, but it just pops into my head. how i feel ... its such a paradox. i'm a walking contradiction [man thats another movie line. ever after.] and i really dont know how to explain myself. i'm sorry i've been very up and down. i know my friends dont like seeing me in the clouds and then down in hell ... sorry. i love everyone the same. always and forever. i just want to fly away. just want to go away from people. and things i'm sick and tired of. sick and tired of: - people who prevent me from learning - more than 4 assignments to work on - headaches and stomachaches - people telling me things i need to hear, but break my heart - wanting things i cant have - not wanting things i can have - no free time - not having my brother to make me laugh when i get home - fear that i'm not doing my best - the fact that there's really nothing wrong with my life and i shouldnt be bitching, but i do it anyways. and... other things. this weekend will be fun and will make me feel better. thank god. *crosses fingers* something corporate... please... |
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nettyness | 11-14-03 5:18pm <3333
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Lizzy | 11-14-03 9:12pm aw- i was just watching the lil mermaid tonite!
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pinkyfers | 11-15-03 10:36am feel better christina!!!
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karit_top | 11-18-03 7:41pm learn what you can, push them away, sleep, the pain will go away, want to hear the truth, then ask those you trust and know that wont hurt you, youre an awsome person, grap the things when they are near, set time for life, call your brother, and your are doing your best, at least when i see you, ask those you love for help, er advice or something of the sort |