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| musicalbabe (profile) wrote, on 11-14-2003 at 4:38pm | |
| Current mood: guilty Subject: oops |
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| i feel sooo guilty. for two reasons. 1) alison's mom came to watch the football game (seeing as it is our last home one and ali was dancing). this is where you say 'but how is this making mel feel guilty?' well, she walked by the band room (as you must in order to get to the football field) where i was 'keeping warm' by cuddling with howdy and terrance. christiana and some other people were in our little group too. she looked over at me and smiled, but i could tell she was thinking 'omg...what is my daughter's friend doing?!!?' i felt SOOO bad. it was just embarassing. i don't want anyone to think of me as a slut!! 2) I called Brian to ask mom if I could get out of going to my dad's housewarming party because i 'had to' turn pages for Deb for the Girls 21 concert tonight. Mom said it was okay, and called Dad to ask. apparently he said something like 'whatever makes her happy. i just want her to be happy' but clearly he was dissapointed. I FEEL SOO BAD!! AHHH!! i wanted to go to the Girls 21 concert SOO BADLY (and now i can! yay!) but like...i feel like i should be there. my dad REALLY wanted me there. it just was such a hassle. i wanted to go to this Girls 21 performance...i had to wake up early in the morning to get to the school for marching band...i just REALLY didn't want to go. but then, i knew it would make him happy if i went... so now i've gotten what i wanted, but i feel really lousy about it all. well, not REALLY lousy, but i feel bad for ditching my dad's party. AND for looking slutty in front of one of my best friend's mom. 2 things that made/make me so happy shouldn't have such bad repercussions!! oh well. life goes on. obla dee obla da life goes on...lalalala life goes on. okay i'm hyper now. bye! |
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iwish2bemilkywhite | 11-15-03 1:12am that would be spelled "ob la di, ob la da." |
musicalbabe | Re:, 11-15-03 1:35am haha. oh well. i tried. |