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| BigBen61 (profile) wrote, on 11-16-2003 at 11:40am | |
| Current mood: hurt Music: none Subject: life |
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| I've been awake crying sence it happened thinking. I'm not sure what to do next all i know is i have to suck it up and try to move on. No matter how much i love her it won't bring us back together unless i'm what she wants, but i'm not. I'm lucky i have friends that care about me, although i know one of my closest friends knew about it because she's megans best friend but thats ok. I'm not saying that i'm mad at her i'm just sayin i can't talk to her about any of this without it getting back to megan. I just don't want her feeling bad about this, she had every right to do it. Its all just a part of life pain and love go hand in hand. love you all ben |
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rere12389 | 11-18-03 6:14pm ben i only knew about it for like a day before u. if u need some one to talk to and u don't want me to tell megan then i wont. beleive it or not i care about u and ur feelings just as much as i care about megan. just dont be mad at me for this ok? |
BigBen61 | Re:, 11-18-03 7:21pm I know i was wrong i know i can trust you i love you and i'm sorry i said that. I retracted it in the other entery. I'm really sorry i know i can trust you and i feel really bad. I was never mad at anyone. Its ok if your mad i will understand |
fadingfallenstar | i have been there., 11-19-03 6:26am breaking up is so hard. i have been there a few times, but it hurts when you really loved the person. but life gets better, dont worry about that. first things are akward, you feel sad, than you become the best of friends..if you truely care about her you'll stay friends. thats how it worked for me, and now theres no more sadness when im around them/or their friends. anyways im just letting ya know i have been through it, and if you have any questions or need someone to listen, im there. even if i just seem like a jerk..im not..its all for fun.
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BigBen61 | Re: i have been there., 11-19-03 5:18pm Thanks alot its good to know that your there for me, even if you do tell me were not friends every week lol. Its cool that you can joke around and tease and be teased and not get mad.
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