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| blondie17 (profile) wrote, on 11-18-2003 at 10:26am | |
| Current mood: loved Subject: i love you |
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| im so worried. i dont know what to do. this is bad. um...anyways cant wait till friday...if ryan can come and plans pass. i am worried that ryan is getting sick of me. what do i do? should i distance myself from him more? today is our one week anniversary. i really hope we have a lot more. i keep worrying about stuff. like what if he breaks up with me"? i know i shouldnt but i still do....he told me he loved me on friday. i said you too. and on saturday he said it and i said...i love you too. i am lost as to why this has happened like this. i had the talk with him about it though, he told me he did mean it and i told him i was happy then. and i told him i would say it to him but one day down the road when something just clicks i will scream it. i hope he didnt feel bad because i told him his saying that was a complete surprise to me. i asked him if he meant that he loved me as a friend or a girlfriend and he said girlfriend. so yesterday is when we had the talk and i really didnt want to do it but i knew it needed to be said. we dont see eachother out of school much because he is really busy. is that bad? i think i need things to do to take my mind off him for a little while. i really like him. i really like him a lot. a lot a lot. so yeah this is what is going on right now. | |
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angelictouch | 11-18-03 1:00pm well...i don't think you should stay away. he wants u by him. If he says he loves u...i wouldn't be worried about him leaving you. Its not time to worrie yet. i love you
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stinko | 11-19-03 7:36pm worrywort!
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PHIL-HIMSELF | Re:, 11-21-03 6:05pm oh I want one, I want one! |