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echoingremorse (profile) wrote,
on 11-18-2003 at 4:21pm
Music: finger eleven- for the ocean
Subject: venting.......
today was the total opposite as yesterday, in the morning i felt great but then by lunch A i felt liek the most shittiest loser ever... i dont know.. it just felt like everyone i cared about were too cool for me today... it was weird.. it seemed like everyone (other then lorna ;) ) that i thought of as being really close friends with ended up showing me that i was pretty low on their lists...... like.. i used to be able to say i had friends who kinda thought of me as one of their couple best friends but today it seemed like people didnt care if i was alive or dead... its a crappy feeling and im sure alot of people didnt meen for me to feel that way... im not blaming anyone, it was just one of those days that shit gets to you... ive always known that adam was definetly my least good friend becuase hes too "cool" (thats his opinion) for me but i didnt care becuase hes just some kid...thats right people ADAM B, is just a normal guy like everyone else... HELLO!..lol... i feel like im talking to a wall, hes nice and all but hes not a god, and dont expect him to love you back if you idilize him.. but it hurts when its the people that are close to you, ya know...a good examle of the infectios virus i like to call "the adam" would be that he wore girls pants today, now im going to make a bet of how many people are going to try the same thing in the next month (as soon as they can find some female pants to wear).. somewhere between 3 and 5.... and im going to laugh in their faces when they do... stupid people...
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fallnangel732

11-18-03 9:25pm

Todd.... I know where you come from on the friend part.... you think they were like a really good friend then they almost ignore you, but don't take it too seriously... everyone has days like that. Just know that you're one of my good friends.... so don't ever forget it.
~ash

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fallnangel732

11-18-03 9:26pm

Todd.... I know where you come from on the friend part.... you think they were like a really good friend then they almost ignore you, but don't take it too seriously... everyone has days like that. Just know that you're one of my good friends.... so don't ever forget it.
~ash

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echoingremorse

Re:, 11-19-03 1:26pm

awww, omg.. thank you!!.. that meens soo much to me, more then you could imagine :)

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Anonymous

Hey...., 06-18-04 4:12pm

hey, todd, you don't know me, but i just read what's visible of your journal (i assume old stuff goes off the bottom?), and you seem like a neat guy.

(actually, i found this with a google search for a crack for AOL guardian, since one of my friends has that. i'm kinda mad at myself for not having thought of using spyware to fight spyware myself, but i guess it's my insane dislike of spyware. thanks, though, as i was having trouble thinking of a way to get at an eavesdropper that doesn't actually seem to be on one's computer, expecially when looking at sites that don't use ssl. i had been thinking about anonymous browsers, esp. ones that encrypt the URL you're looking at and use ssl, but then, AOL guardian would probably block stuff like that, right? i thought i was going to have to learn more about how it worked, but your way seems better.)

anyhows, since i assume you use windows, look out for a program called spector. ultimate spyware.

AIM: AltSyslabGirl
(i'd rather use Google Instant Messenger, but they haven't even gotten around to releasing e-mail to the public yet, so what can i say?)

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