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Shoe23 (profile) wrote,
on 11-18-2003 at 4:30pm
Current mood: melancholy
Music: Korn - Dead Bodies Everywhere
Subject: This is where I say I've had enough
And no one should ever feel the way
That I feel now....

Try to understand there's an old mistake that fools will make
And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away....

I can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all...

So whats another day when I can bear these nights of thoughts?

And I'm thinking awful things
I'm pretty sure that few would notice....

I wont be a liar
I wont say that "everything's working" when everything's broken....

I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine.....

What you've found sure upsets you
Never saw it coming did you?
Its easy to be suprised with both your eyes sewn closed
Handeld with great percision, another thoughtless execution
You're the subject of this exhibition
A willing cadaver, a willing cadaver.
Scalpel, sutured.
Made whole again....

These cuts are leaving creases
Trace the scars, fit the peices....

Am i drowning you out?
Boasts of defection
If everything was up to me,
I would be gone by the first sight.....

I feel the shame.
I'm not insane.
The things I feel now.
Arent the same.
Who gives a fuck..
If my life sucks?
I just know one day.
I won't give up.

Everyone just let me be.....

This shit right here is for you.
On your faces I can see.
You all think it's up on me.
I'm about to break.
This is my fate?
Am I still doomed to a life?
Of misery and hate.

You would have never known.
What I've done for you.
What you may put me through.
I'd do it for you.
I could have never lived.
If it wasn't for you.





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I-Hate-Everything-About-You

11-18-03 10:57pm

"A walking open wound..
A trophy display of bruises..
And I don't believe that I'm getting any better..
Any better.."

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