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| sendmemoney (profile) wrote, on 3-20-2002 at 9:55pm | |
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| *~sometimes all i can do is sit back, let the tears slide down my cheeks, and wonder why it is that i don’t seem to deserve anything beautiful. i was fine without you before i knew what i was missing … but you came and showed me your rays of splendor, then took the sparkle out of my eyes to add to them, leaving my eyes dull and me heart-broken. i thought i was strong, but every time somebody so much as looks as me i break down. i don’t want to talk about it because i hate the pity. but it just hurts. i feel so betrayed that i let my guard down wrongfully. i instilled faith in something that i shouldn’t have, and i gave away my heart to somebody who cared not for it. i know you are never coming back for me, so i will slowly begin rebuilding my heart for the next person that i will give it to, who will probably throw it away like you did. shard by shard, i will pick up my shattered heart and glue it together with the memories of times long gone. and every time a car pulls into my driveway, i will close my eyes and say a silent prayer that it is yours, coming to take me away to the paradise we used to dream of together.~* | |
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eyesforwindows | im sorry, 03-21-02 11:54am you deserve everything beautiful. you are beautiful. im sorry that my car isnt the one you want in your driveway. even though it is the one that will always be there. even if you dont want it there, especially after i tell you something. i think you will understand. i can only hope you will understand. and if not, then fine, crush me, it is okay. |
staringatthestars | don't know if this is the right thing.., 03-23-02 7:38pm but yeah, i did care for you. i loved you susan. i didn't betray you at all. i don't know why you say all these things.. i mean, you dumped me, remember? whatever. i don't want to fight, but you can't make it seem like i am some ungreatful, uncaring asshole who thought that your emotions were insignificant, because that's not the case at all.
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