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| rockon14 (profile) wrote, on 10-20-2002 at 10:00pm | |
| Current mood: worried Music: Someone Like You Subject: Why is he doing this? |
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| You know there are some people that you will care about for the rest of your life. There's always going to be those people who, when your 40 you'll go, "Oh I wonder how so and so's doing." I think for me one of those people is Parks. I've know him since the 6th grade but we've really only been friends since the 8th. We both really liked each other that year but nothing ever happened because I never knew he like me and he never knew I like him and it was just this big funny mess. He always seemed okay. He was always there for me right when I needed him. Well I found his online journal and evidently there's another Parks that I never seemed to find out about. The way he talks, god it just scares me so much. All the time it's just like, is he gonna do something stupid or hurt himself and just what's happening to him that I don't seem to understand.When I asked him about it he just said it was the inner him. And I thought I knew the inner him. It just scares me so much. If I were to loose him i don't know what i'd do. I mean, is this some sort of punishment? Did I ever do something wrong that made him more this way. Why didn't he ever tell me. What can I do? Can I do anything at all? He scares me so. |
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ataz15 | 10-20-02 10:48pm there is really nothing you can do i have the same thing i have a very dark side of me that even you have not seen but i have learnd to wright it out in journals and in poetry sometimes we have to get stuff out but we cant because we dont want to scare people
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