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| DarkSwordDancer (profile) wrote, on 11-19-2003 at 7:15pm | |
| My dream i had really is messing with my head...i had it again but it moved on further....i was seeing if any of you where still alive and i came to someone i couldnt identify...at this point i was crying insanly...the face was mangled and the heart torn out...i reached out to touch the hand and it grabbed my hand..i had like a sezure/vision of what had happened...I was almost inhumanly enraged and just....god i scared myself..i think i was watching it from that persons view because i caught my eye and then i attacked...i came back fromthe vision/sezure and looked around again.. i came to nick and dara and they where generating a light..it was so beautiful ,it was almost like a star that was like a snowflake...i put my hand out to touch it and as i did it...i guess it tore my soul in half..i looked over at this person who looked like me only had extreamly long red hair and wore a dress of bones.She smiled sadly and then disoppeared..and when she did....i changed view so i was watching myself and my eyes went from brown to purple and my clothes turned into this black dress with a red desighn on it...i was really beautiful....then the water disopeared and i was standing on this rock in the middle of the ocean there where no waves,no wind,no clouds,only the sun and the crystal blue water surrounding me.I looked into the water and saw everyone swimming around playing games and talking..it was like everyone were mermaids only with feet.I was so happy to see everyone alive i started to cry and reached down as if i where to jump in but....the water...it..i dont know how to describe it..it for lack of better words repelled me but it solidified almost but just onder my hand then sent a jolt of electricity into my body ..and as the jolt went through my body i heard a soft male voice and he whispered "You can only be with them if you are one with your soul"...i said to him"But if i am one with my soul i will kill them again...how do i join them?" he said sadly"Then you will never be with them." the jolt stopped and i sat down slowly still in the dress and made a vow to guard them until the day i way be with them.....i saw day turn to months and months turn to years,then the years turned to decades..during this time i sunk many a ship and warded many dangers....never did you guys age and never did i till one day my other half of my soul came back and we joined.....and staying true to my vow..i held my hand to my chest and said "May i now be at peace with my own self and with my friends" and shot a spike into my heart.I fell into the water and my blood was black...you all surrounded me and told me to be at rest for i was free. I woke up crying and digging my nails into my arm..i had a bruise on my leg from where i had kicked my window sill and all my pillows had been nocked off my bed..and i cried and cried and cried..i could feel a tingling where the stake would have been in my chest...ive never been so affriad of myself or a dream in my life...but there is a first for everything..... Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The Pure. "I've been waiting in the dark for a long time, shining my beacon of hope through the shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your eyes from me." The White Rose is associated with purity, honor, and chastity. It is governed by the goddess Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape. As a White Rose, you are a person of your word. You may have a strong moral code, but regardless of your virtue, you always stay true to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of emotional forms and it's just a matter of waiting for it to bless you. Some people may say you are too idealistic, but it's only because you don't want to mess things up. What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla  goddess of hope. You are always looking on the bright side of things.You help comfort and are always there for someone in need. What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!) brought to you by Quizilla ..hope..and a white rose....starting to seem like everyone knows me.... |
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Jessika | Strange., 11-19-03 10:15pm I had a very strange dream the other day. Not anything like yours. But it was like 6:20, and I had just finished typing. My mom was going to be up soon(it was morning), so I layed down. I fell into a deep sleep. Very strange for me. I began to dream. I can not remember most as I did not write it down, but this is what I do remember:
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DarkSwordDancer | Re: Strange., 11-19-03 10:38pm First off i have NO idea about your dream secondly there where lots of people :you gwen dara nick roxy schylar niki ashley ronnie kimmerly rachelle josh and so many more...got it was gruisum...the thing that really spooked me was the fact that i could feel a tingle where the stake should have been in my chest.
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Jessika | Re: Re: Strange., 11-19-03 10:47pm Be happy there was that many people around for you to kill. I do not think I could kill half those people kuz they are nonexistant in sch a place as the above listed. I wish I could feel a tingle because the stake honestly did go through my chest and I would only wake for 2 seconds. |
DarkSwordDancer | Re: Re: Re: Strange., 11-19-03 10:49pm Dont even think of that please..it was hard enough just seeing it in a dream..i never want to see that again...ever.... |