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| blondie17 (profile) wrote, on 11-20-2003 at 4:00pm | |
| so ryan said he was going to try out for a play but decided not too. I told him i was going to try out too and i asked him if he would still try out. you would think that if he knew i was doing it hed change his mind and want to do it so we could spend more time together but nope. i guess its just the way its going to be. aside from that we only kissed once today. oh well. anyways. i went to youth group with him ...yeah that was "fun" i can tell now that i dont think its going to work. i really want it to though. maybe im just not good enough to have a real boyfriend that wants to be around me as much as i would like to be around him. habing a boyfriend is a lot more depressing than i thought. i really care about him though and i guess thats why its so hard to know he doesnt feel the same. is there shame in that? well i think thats all i have for my negativity department. | |
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stinko | 11-20-03 9:32pm boys suck
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PHIL-HIMSELF | Re:, 11-21-03 6:02pm I'm hard for you, hahaha ha thats a naughty joke. |