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Shoe23 (profile) wrote,
on 11-22-2003 at 10:30pm
Current mood: drained
Music: Linkin Park - My December
I cant explain the way that I feel....

Ahh.... I love music... without it I dont know what I would do....

I dont want so many days off for Christmas... from school... I want to be at school... I can only imagine what will be going on at home...

It all only gets worse everyday... more shit arising and me thinking more about what has happened before... Why must we have memories?? They only hurt you later...

I talked to Bryan today... I miss him... so much... I just cant admit it to him. Its all my fault anyway... I would seem like a really bad person If I told him I still liked time.... I am such a bitch...

Ahh... I am suprised they let people my age buy Razor Blades at wal-mart...

I want my lip pierced...and my hair dyed black......

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i-hate-everything-about-you

11-22-03 11:55pm

Sometimes people just need time.

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Shoe23

Re:, 11-22-03 11:58pm

Im tired of time... it just goes by... nothing new happens... just the same shit... it seems as if the time has been stopped only everything continues to deplete completely away...

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i-hate-everything-about-you

Re: Re:, 11-23-03 5:37pm

Maybe what you really need is Bryan.

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Shoe23

Re: Re: Re:, 11-23-03 5:55pm

*sigh* I dont know... I care more about what is best for him... and I know... that is not me.

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i-hate-everything-about-you

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 11-23-03 7:30pm

Amber, he's loved you for what..3 years? I don't think he's ever going to give up. Let him love you. Let him decide what's best. I remember talking to him about you..he loves you so much. If you want him, grab him. If you want to be good for him, then do it. You decide what you'll be.

It's Bryan. He'll respect your wishes. And you know he'll always be there for you, always.

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lady-raven-2005

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 11-23-03 7:43pm

there comes a time when you have to accept that it is ok to let things happen, we all fall sometimes, let someone pick you back up and put you on your feet.

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