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| brutisimo (profile) wrote, on 11-23-2003 at 2:30am | |
| Current mood: A little arg Music: none...watchin Briget Jones though... |
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| There are some people who leave and you miss them and think about them the whole time they are gone, then there are people you don't even realize are gone till they come back and ask if you missed them, then of course you have to LIE and say yes, but in reality your world would not be any worse if they had never existed...yikes...i hate that...that is probably one of my worst fears is to be the kind of person who not only gets forgotten, but when reminded of, people think bad thoughts about... I am in a very strange mood...i should be happy...i mean thanksgiving is rapidly approaching... but i just can't...things in my head are pretty screwed up right now...the worst part is that i cant really talk to anyone about it cuz the people i usually talk to ARE the problem... how do you tell someone who hasn't really done anything wrong that they annoy you and need to just leave you alone...i am a bitch, but i don't know if i can...there is nothing the person can do to change who they are...i just can't stand to be around them anymore...i feel as though i might actually hit someone...i have to build up my tolerance i guess... Thanksgiving is a break from all of this...but it also thrusts me headfirst into the cadillac crap trap...i have to deal with my family and all the high school shit too...arg... |
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jaxair | 11-28-03 6:19pm Go kickboxing.
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