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| lowbacca1977 (profile) wrote, on 11-23-2003 at 2:13am | |
| Current mood: nostalgic Subject: the past |
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| i'm cleaning off floppies and going back through their contents....i just keep feeling how much i wish i could just stop everything and go back to the past...... they say change is good, but why does it have to be painful? friends of past fade away, and even friends of future times are imperminent. If i could I'd roll back time, for at least a little while, to those days where I felt like I'd always have somewhere to run to and someone to rely on. Its not so much a decrease in friends, per se......just a distancing in general, and the loss of the friendships I held most dear, the people I relied upon most. Can't help feeling alone now. Change can't be good.....how can these things be? Its not like I wasn't growing then, or taking risks then, just that there wasn't this unneeded emotion. |
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hitokirivader | 11-23-03 6:00pm Changes are a part of our lives, and as we are still young, changes will be happening fast. New stages in life require that you lose some of the things you hold most dear, but also gain new ones while clinging onto a precious few. Whether or not these changes may benefit us in the long run, we won't know for a long time. Emotions are always a part of change, but years from now, you might look back and be glad things turned out the way they did. |