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BigBen61 (profile) wrote,
on 11-23-2003 at 5:32pm
Current mood: like a big pile of ...
Music: none
Subject: life
Well i'm home, it was a pretty good weekend had some fun but i still can't stop thinkin about her, i know i know why don't you just get over it you big baby beieve me i know i should but i just can't. I'm glad we are still friends thoughit just sux being in love with some you can't have. I remember in the beggining promising not to fall in love but i did and it was complete bliss while it lasted, but now a week after its over shes still all i can think about and the all the memories of when we were together you think would make me happy but they don't because i know i can't have that anymore it just hurts more than anything but i know i can get threw i don't know how long i'll be a whiny sack of crap but i know i will get threw eventually. Everytime i see couple or here a love song i get sick to my stomech and have to blink back all the tears. I'm also really worried about cherie i don't know whats wrong but i know somethin is, shes a great christian, a great friend, and just a great over all person she deserves to be happy. Alot of people think coreys just a jerk but hes not he just has fun with stuff the bottom line is he is a good person who cares even if it doesn't seem like it, hes been there for me just like cherie has only in his own way he makes me laugh and trys to take my mind off stuff and doesn't act like i'm the greatest person in the world just because i'm goin threw somethin so for everyone who may think he is a jerk your wrong. There are many more people who are there for me too like kate and stacey but i runnin out of time so i'm gonna go. I love you all very much and i'm glad i have friends like you.
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fadingfallenstar

11-23-03 6:20pm

if ya ever need to talk to me..go ahead.

things will get better. dont worry. it takes time.

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BigBen61

Re:, 11-23-03 6:54pm

thanks for bein there for me.

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