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threshershark (profile) wrote,
on 11-23-2003 at 6:58pm
Music: Hold Me Tight -- Grind
Hi.

Friday I want to my Tim Team reunion. You know, that thing I kept volunteering for at camp over the summer.

It was cool. It was great to meet up with all my friends from over the summer. I wish I was more social, though. I had trouble trying to talk to everyone.

After we all arrived, we talked for a while, then played Star Wars Dodgeball. Then Steve gave us a message about leadership and integrity. It made me rethink and remember some stuff, but more on that later. Then we went to the dining hall and ate cookies and such, and threw a birthday party for Betsy and we all got cheap party favors. I got a Hotwheels knockoff toy car and i had races with it. Everyone else got Chinese yo-yos. Those things can keep someone entertained for hours, even after they break.

Then we went to bed at 1:00... then in the morning we ate breakfast. Entonces, Ben explained some things going on at camp, and then some people went horseback riding and I stayed with some people and we had a euchre tourney. Me and Megan smoked everyone, and I caught someone renigging for the first time.

Proximo, we had worship time for 45 minutes, and said goodbye and went home.

It was fun. I like all my friends.
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Angel_Bob

11-23-03 9:23pm

Lil Spanish going down there?

Sounds like you had fun, Kyle. Glad you're doing okay.

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Shinigami

11-24-03 6:33am

Sweet, I love reunions. Wish SI would have one! But you seemed to have fun, and that's the importent part.

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andy

11-25-03 10:18pm

hm.. I don't read your journal often and I really wish I hadn't..

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andy

11-25-03 10:24pm

it's like.. I don't know. I miss her so badly. and I don't want to care about her at all.. someone who lied to me for so long. but then it's like.. if I say I'm a Christian then I should be forgiving to her and want to help her.. but it's not like she even knows what she's done. she never stops and thinks about all of it.

and then i wonder when i should just stop caring and stop praying about her every night.. i wonder if there's a time when God says it's okay to give up on a lost cause.

and it makes me sick to my stomach to see you talk about her.. meaning that she still goes to church and still tries to be 'good'.. but then turns around and lives her entire life against God.. I just don't get her and everything confuses me so much and I just don't want to care anymore..

Sorry.. this is long.. but I've been trying to push her out of my head so long now.. I hardly ever talk about her to people anymore.. I just keep it in my head..

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Angel_Bob

Re:, 11-25-03 10:32pm

It's not good to keep things inside so much. One day, you'll explode.

We love you, Andy. And we're always here to help.

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