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| wierdo (profile) wrote, on 11-23-2003 at 8:45pm | |
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| I really wish i knew what was wrong with me. All i know is that there is alot wrong with me. I know i'm not the best looking. I know i'm not super super hot. I know i'm not really attractive. I know sometimes i can be cruel and mean. I know i can be a jerk. I know i can be an asshole. I know i can hurt people's feelings. I know i'm not the best of friends sometimes. I know you can't always trust me. I know things about me just bug people. I know i'm not the sweetest of guys. I know i dont compair to the other guys cause i'm not like them. I know i'm not perfect. I know i'm not the smartest. I know i'm not the funniest..........but i am a guy who has alot of respect for my friends. Alot of you are really.....fragile to me. Like glass, i dont wanna break it. But i just want people to see me for who i am. All of those things i just listed....yeah they apply to me. And it kinda shows the kind of person i am. All i want people to do is accept me for who i am and how i am. People expect more out of me, and change. Some of it i'm just not capable of doing. And i feel bad cause it lets you down. I'm sorry that the person i am isn't the person you expected, or wanted. I've realized things, that are able to change with me. Things that aren't a big deal for me to change cause its for the best. I just wish i realized the changes sooner, so i could have made the changes sooner. But like i said, i just want people to accept me for who i am. Know what i'm capable of and what i'm not capable of. Know what to expect from me. But then again....i guess you would really have to know me inorder for you to figure those out. Not many people know me very well. |
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humblekisses | 11-23-03 9:11pm Kevin, you have it all wrong. |
swimfan14 | Re:, 11-23-03 10:09pm Yeah shes right...You got it all wrong..... |
| Anonymous | 11-24-03 3:34pm kevin-
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| Anonymous | 11-24-03 3:34pm kevin-
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| Anonymous | 11-24-03 3:37pm kevin-
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fadingfallenstar | grr.., 11-24-03 5:21pm Im gonna try to lighten up the mood here...
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wierdo | 11-24-03 6:03pm I'm not saying that i want to change for someone. Cause i know i dont need to change myself. But there is just things that i want to change, things that i do. I know it sounds like they mean the same thing, but trust me, i know what i'm talking about. I dont know why, i just feel like me, as a person, i'm just not good enough for some people. That t hey dont accept me. And i hate the feeling. Its hard to understand i guess.
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