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| pinkpenguin (profile) wrote, on 10-25-2002 at 4:49pm | |
| Current mood: arghhh Music: jimmy eat world- sweetness Subject: i was spinning free, woah oh oh |
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yes. once again she has put me in a bad mood. Today wasn't such a bad day until I got home. Like always. *sigh* I'm so sick of her judging everyone. She thinks she knows everyone and who they are. Guess what, she doesn't . So she can shut up and stop telling me who she likes and who she doesnt cause I don't esspecially CARE. My gosh. Just because she thinks so and so is a good kid doesnt mean I'm going to be their best friend. And just because she thinks so and so is the sweetest guy in the world doesn't mean I'm going to DATE THEM. I pick my own freaking friends and BOYFRIENDS. UGH. Why doesn't she know when to lay off? I think I'm actually getting along better with my dad. Maybe it's because I barely see him. I dont know. Last night he gave me a hug and I was just like...aww.. I relized I haven't hugged my dad in so long. And then like 15 minutes ago he called and he's like "how are you" and i'm like "not the greatest" and he's like "why not" and i said "cause mom is bugging the crap out of me." and he said "your mom? no never. why?" and I said "cause she judges all of my friends and she doesnt even know them. blah blah blah" and he said "well i dont judge your friends. do i?" and I said "No." and he said "well you know you can always talk to me" or something like that. hmph. and then he started talking about me wanting a boyfriend or something...and then i started crying and i have no clue why. ummm yeah. whatever. bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeh. and now i have to go babysit and I am NOT in the mood anymore. thanks to her. urg. So, after all that. Three positive things about my day.... We started watching Forrest Gump in math hahahha. We didn't have to play in band. I got hugged. Hey, more than once even! That always cheers me up. |
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unwanted | 10-25-02 6:19pm Cheer up honey. Maybe I'll find you a cute shirt this weekend. That will bring some temporary happiness. I'm sorry that your mom is being all anal again, but I'm glad that you and your Dad are getting along a bit better. love ya, ttyl. |
pinkpenguin | Re:, 10-25-02 9:14pm aww thanks! yay! yeah, well i'm really learning to appreciate my dad i think. I mean he just went to Ohio and Detroit in one day. he's gone a lot, but its not his fault. and i think he understands me more than my mom. and i also think i would really like to build a good relationship with my dad because i've never really had one. He's not like my mom in the ways that she is so paranoid and worried about me.. my dad thinks i should make my own decisions. good. cya :) |