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 | liz (profile) wrote,
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hmm
yeah today was boring im all tired and such
i dont like school but i think i prefer it to home.
i missed everyone today and i still have four more days to go.
bummer
all that family time.
someone give me a call lets do something.
i cant stand the lonliness of my own house.
i think thats because when im all alone i think about things and how they could have been different but i rushed into things and changed everything forever.
and now nothing will ever be the same.
and the pain rushes back to me.
its always there but most of the time i can block it. i can block him. and the feelings that are there. still.
someday itll all be gone.
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jeannea | 11-26-03 6:09pm The feelings will fade it takes a long time though.
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liz | Re:, 11-26-03 6:54pm yeah but until it happens im still crying myself to sleep and seeing him everyday. so it still sucks
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Outsyder18 | 11-27-03 12:02am Hey I wanted to apolgies for being a ass to you today. I didnt mean to be all pissy with you. Its just been dealing with alot of shit. Which is no excuse to take it out on you. My parents divorce, losing friends, and my new position at work is wearing on me. But like I said its no excuse.
I know my character is shady. Esp. when it comes to girls and relanships. I suppose thats why I avoid serious relanships. But dont think for a mintue that what we did, wasnt extremly important to me. As much as everyone thinks I am a player. I havnt met really speacil girls like you. And in all honesty I think you would be happyer with guy like box, not a loser like me. Your better then me. Ask anyone, Josie, Crystal Stone, David. And i guess it just wowed me that you shared such emotion with me. Ment alot. And thats why I was so offended with who ever is sayin the gossip that you heard.
Just thank you Liz, your a great girl. And I am sorry I been in a pissy mood. I really want to be hear for you. Even though I am not worthy of a mintue of your time. And if your still mad at me, I understand. Just wanted to tell you how in that one day you reminded me what it feels like to be loved by a girl. Thanks. And I know you will find a guy that is going to treat you so well that your going to forget about the assholes like me in your past.
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liz | Re:, 11-27-03 6:59pm well thanks for your input.
i appreciate your input.
as far as me being betterthan you thats just bs. cuz i dont think im better than anyone.
were just two different people is all.
and as far as guys like box.
well
box is all i want
and he dosent want me.
so thats that i guess.
but thanks for telling me im great and stuff.
it means alot
so pick yourself up
stop being mopey.
get over the girl you mentioned in your last post.
and i dont care that you were pissy.
everyone reserves the right to have an attitude once in awhile.
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