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Shoe23 (profile) wrote, on 11-26-2003 at 5:20pm | |
Current mood: guilty Music: Seether - Driven Under Subject: do you know im faking? |
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Today was one of those days where... absolutely nothing goes right... at all. I was fairly emotionless all day... I did enjoy that... It is really amusing to not have a reaction to things. Good or bad... neither were expressed today. I am still undecided about Bryan and I. I dont know why... I love him, why not be with him right??? I know... I should jump for the second chance... but something is holding me back. Im not completely aware of what however. I got the urge to smoke earlier... I dont know why, and no I didnt, it was just something that hit me....why cant important answers come to my head instead of shit like that??? I hope you are having fun Ellen.... You need to have some fun... Yes.... you *points finger* ....you take away, i feel the same, all the promises you made to me are made in vain, i lost myself inside your tainted smile again, cuz you can feel my anger you can feel my pain, you can feel my torment driving me insane, i cant fight these feelings they will bring you pain, you can take away, make me whole again..... |
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i-hate-everything-about-you | 11-26-03 10:25pm If it makes you feel better, we were all mean to Sara in Family Living. |
Shoe23 | Re:, 11-26-03 10:32pm She doesnt talk to me hardly at all anymore. I think I shut her down to many times for her to keep persisting that God Loves Me. Today she was talking about drawing a picture that said 'I Love God' and I asked her if she wanted me to draw her a picuture.... ha... she said no.. really mean. I laughed. |
i-hate-everything-about-you | Re: Re:, 11-26-03 10:46pm Yeah, we were all taking tests [well, not me, I was done] and she kept talking. And you know how she is, she doesn't talk quietly.
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Shoe23 | Re: Re: Re:, 11-26-03 10:47pm ha...thats fucking hillarious. |