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Shoe23 (profile) wrote,
on 11-26-2003 at 5:20pm
Current mood: guilty
Music: Seether - Driven Under
Subject: do you know im faking?
Today was one of those days where... absolutely nothing goes right... at all.

I was fairly emotionless all day... I did enjoy that... It is really amusing to not have a reaction to things. Good or bad... neither were expressed today.

I am still undecided about Bryan and I. I dont know why... I love him, why not be with him right??? I know... I should jump for the second chance... but something is holding me back. Im not completely aware of what however.

I got the urge to smoke earlier... I dont know why, and no I didnt, it was just something that hit me....why cant important answers come to my head instead of shit like that???

I hope you are having fun Ellen.... You need to have some fun... Yes.... you *points finger*

....you take away, i feel the same, all the promises you made to me are made in vain, i lost myself inside your tainted smile again, cuz you can feel my anger you can feel my pain, you can feel my torment driving me insane, i cant fight these feelings they will bring you pain, you can take away, make me whole again.....
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i-hate-everything-about-you

11-26-03 10:25pm

If it makes you feel better, we were all mean to Sara in Family Living.

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Shoe23

Re:, 11-26-03 10:32pm

She doesnt talk to me hardly at all anymore. I think I shut her down to many times for her to keep persisting that God Loves Me. Today she was talking about drawing a picture that said 'I Love God' and I asked her if she wanted me to draw her a picuture.... ha... she said no.. really mean. I laughed.

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i-hate-everything-about-you

Re: Re:, 11-26-03 10:46pm

Yeah, we were all taking tests [well, not me, I was done] and she kept talking. And you know how she is, she doesn't talk quietly.

So finally we're all just like SHUT THE FUCK UP.

Oh, and she was like "Don't you just love me?!"
And Gene's reply was "NO."

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Shoe23

Re: Re: Re:, 11-26-03 10:47pm

ha...thats fucking hillarious.

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