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threshershark (profile) wrote,
on 11-26-2003 at 7:25pm
Subject: Uruk-Hai = cool


I babysat again today. I had a two hour battle with him about not watching TV in his sister's room, complete with kicking, screaming, crying, hyperventilating and more.

But I got things worked out.

It made me want to puke, I felt so horrible about dragging him to his room with him carrying on... I felt awful, like I was the meanest person on the planet. But I prayed and that helped things- he calmed down and I called his mom and she gave permission and all was well. I'm somewhat glad- remember how I was worried about the authoritative figure/fun friend balance? I guess I got that down- he doesn't like the authoritative side, though.

In a way, I guess this is helping me to evaluate some things I never went through in my childhood- things like asking why we have rules. I was always so caught up in trying to follow them all so I could brown-nose adults.

Eh, whatever. I'm so tired now.
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Angel_Bob

11-26-03 7:56pm

Yeah, I'm too nice to be a good babysitter. I just let the kids do whatever because I hate making them sad.

I'm glad your day was okay. I hope you're feeling better.

"I will take you as you are
Please accept me as I am
Find your lonely life bizzare
You'll see this in love
You'll see this in life"

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Shinigami

11-27-03 11:05am

I'm glad things worked out in the end. And sometimes it's ok to give the kids what they want, shows you still care but also shows them who you are.

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