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| mudpiegrl (profile) wrote, on 11-26-2003 at 9:18pm | |
| hey guys, i found this persons journal...somehow...i dont quite remember, but i liekd the picture so i saved the link and i just read this story they wrote, i think...lol it doesnt seem real, unless its based, you know...but anyways, tisnt myn, do remember, the link and credit is at the bottom. bye 6:41 p.m. -- 2003-11-26 andy beast: you have a big mouth, you know it? Rachel blew me off at the prom, giving me some bullshit story about how I raped you. You know thats a lie. I never raped anybody. I don't have to. You wanted it just as bad as I did. But your feelings got hurt, so you started spreading lies, and now every girl in school is talking about me like i'm some kind of pervert. You've been spreading that bullshit story for weeks. Whats wrong, ugly, you jealous? Can't get a date?" The words fall like nails on the floor,hard,pointed. I try to walk around him. He blocks my way. "Oh no. you're not going anywhere. You really screwed things up for me." he reaches behind and locks the door. click. me:*silence* "you are one strange bitch, know that? A freak. I can't believe anyone listened to you." He grabs my wrists. I try to pull them back and he squeezes so tight it feels like my bones are slintering. He pins me against the closed door. Maya Angelou looks at me. She tells me to make some noise. I open my mouth and take a deep breath. Beast: "you're not going to scream. You didnt scream before. You liked it. You're jealous that I took out your friend and not you. I think I know what you want." His mouth is on my face. I twist my head. His lips are wet, his teeth knock against my cheekbone. I pull my arms again and he slams his body against mine. I have no legs. My heart wobbles. His teeth are on my neck. The only sound I can make is a whimper. He fumbles to hold both my wrists in one hand. He wants a free hand. I remember I remember. Metal hands, hot knife hands. No. A sound explodes from me "NNNOOO!!!" I follow the sound, pushing off the wall, pushing andy evans off-balance, stumbling into the broken sink. He curses and turns, his fist coming, coming. An explosion in my head and blood in my mouth. He hit me. I scream, scream. Why aren't the walls falling? I'm screaming loud enough to make the whole school crumble. I grab for anything, my potpourri bowl- I throw it at him, it bounces to the floor. My books. He swears again. The door is locked the door is locked. HE grabs me, pulls me away from the door, one hand over my mouth, one hand around my throat. He leans me against the sink. My fists mean nothing to him, little rabbit paws thumping harmlessly. His body crushes me. My fingers wave overhead, looking for a branch, a limb, something to hang on to. A block of wood-the base of my turkey bone skulpture. I slam it against Maya's poster. IT doesnt hear. IT breathes like a dragon. ITs hand leaves my throat, attacks my body. I hit the wood against the poster and the mirror under it, again. Shards of glass slip down the wall into the sink. IT pulls away from me, puzzled. I reach in and wrap my fingers around a triangle of glass. I hold it to andy evans neck. He freezes. I push just hard enough to raise one drop of blood. He raises his arms over his head. My hand quivers. I want to insert the glass all the way through his throat, I want to hear him scream. I look up. I see the stubble on his chin, a fleck of white in the corner of his mouth. His lips are paralyzed. He cannot speak. thats good enough. Me: "I said no." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Im going away for a while. Im not over it yet...Im just not. -nikki- i will miss you all. BYE, Journal: Don't piss me off |
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xstupidxgirlx | hmm, 11-27-03 11:41am ha wow...i didn't write that..it's from a book and I hope I don't get arrested for copyright laws and shit =x anyways..it's kewl that you took it and thank you for e-mailing me about it! =D if you ever wanna take stuff from my journal, just ask kay?
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mudpiegrl | Re: hmm, 11-27-03 5:39pm okie thankies...i better fix that than...lol... |
sandatthebeach | 11-27-03 2:37pm yea i was gonna say....its from the book speak...its a good book...u mite like it...i have it if u wanna borrow it just ask! |
mudpiegrl | Re:, 11-27-03 5:40pm hi.....lol pleeeez?
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