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| jedibumblebee (profile) wrote, on 1-12-2002 at 2:07pm | |
| Current mood: distressed Music: Dandy Warhols- Bohemian Like You Subject: arghhh... |
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| I have to wonder why sometimes I do silly things... It's raining. I feel like raining...you know? I don't mean that like as a metaphor for crying...I just feel like I could rain right now. I have to wonder if there's even one single other person in the world who thinks like I do. If anyone actually knows what I mean when I say "you know what I mean?" I forgot to call my friend today. But it doesn't matter, I'm sure she has important things she is doing right now, and doesn't need to be caught up in my high school drama. Today's the first time I've shopped for a dress and haven't had anyone to go with me to do it. I mean, I'd go with Kate, but she doesn't want to be my friend anymore, I'd take Betty, but she's big college girl, no high school dances for her...and then there's Charlie, because he used to be the one with me in the pictures...not this time around. Even my mom won't go with me. So I took my little sister. So I end up finding not just one, but TWO dresses that I absolutely love (on sale!), end up buying both out of indecisiveness, then on the drive home (when it starts raining) I realize what a joke it was... I can't go if I don't have a date. It's always been predetermined before...I bring Charlie, Betty brings Kal, we make boutinerres for the guys and corsages for each other because guys are lazy. But now I'm stuck with all these kids who seem so much younger than me, my friends are all almost 20! SO much for senior year. I feel like I'm so out of the loop. Like I'm not really here. But then, who really is? I'm guessing everyone feels out of place sometimes. Am I right? |
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danibean | 01-12-02 4:01pm I feel out of place sometimes too. your not the only one out there! :) |