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| robbingnovember (profile) wrote, on 10-28-2002 at 3:41pm | |
| Current mood: worried |
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| I told myself i wouldnt care.. but i do. This was supposed to be the start of something.. something grande and full of joy. But i just can't shake that feeling that all i want to do is sit in my room, listen to sad music and cry. I hate you. I hate that your life would be the same with or with out me. I hate that when i try to forget and move on.. i am held back because of pure hatred and disgust and feelings of utter unworthyness. I can't bare it. I can't bare that you can. I was told that i was great once.. so great that no one could bare it (in a good way). Why don't you think so ? Happiness.. i wish.. I will try though.. its worth it. O BAH |
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wannabe | 10-28-02 8:43pm
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