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sherriffsteve (profile) wrote, on 11-28-2003 at 7:54pm | |
Current mood: anxious |
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It's been interesting within the lasts two days and all. Wednesday I had Matt come over, that wasn't really at all what I expected. We talked a bit, but I've come to the realization that Matt cares a lot about money. Not that he has a lot, just that it's what he's living life for. I've tried so hard to stay away from people like that, but have come to notice that, that's all that I'm drawn to... I know that everyone likes money, everyone needs money, you can't survive without it unless you have people that really, really care about you. But why does it have to come down to that? why can't we see beyond our own selfishness and look into eachothers hearts? I know that we've lived in a broken down society where all we've learned is to conquer for ourselves. To make sure that we're happy, no matter what the cost. even if it means giving in to the pressure of everyone else. But why, why does it have to come down to that? I know that it's not easy giving up all that you lived for. And that lying and cheating and just escaping are just easy ways to get past all the grief that they're laying on us. But do you honestly believe that there is glory in all of that? What have you given in to? you only have one life to live, why not live it? I'm sorry if this sounds like some cheesy little saying that you find in some Chicken Soup book. But it's not that I'm trying to push any of you away... It's mostly because I need you with me. I'm trying to fight back the wickedness of the world, and I can honestly admit that I can't do it alone. And I want you here with me. I want you to stay, to be alive. don't leave. | |
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mothman | 11-29-03 9:58am if we are taking down the government i am in
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andy | 12-09-03 3:33pm reading your journal. you're a lot cooler than I thought you were. |
Anonymous | Re:, 12-14-03 1:35am You're a sweet little jackass aren't you.
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Anonymous | 12-14-03 1:29am l |
Anonymous | Stuff, 12-14-03 1:33am Some points.
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sherriffsteve | Re: Stuff, 01-04-04 10:20pm yes...men can do that. |