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robbingnovember (profile) wrote,
on 10-29-2002 at 3:59pm
Current mood: shocked
Music: Dashboard Confessional "For Justin"
Subject: May angels bring you in
My grandma died today, this morning around 11.
I didn't cry
She's been dead to me for a long time.
Ever since she got sick.
I thought she'd forget me before she died.
But she remembered me and how I didn't visit as often as I should've.
I meant to go this weekend
Instead I will see her on Thursday at her funeral.
I don't know how to feel.
I think my smile has been taken away.
Posing for pictures seems a little harder now.
I was hoping she would die soon, not that i didn't love her
I just didn't want her to suffer anymore.
I didn't want all of us to suffer anymore.
Can't wait for Halloween.
Does anyone else want to trick or treat as much as I do?
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wannabe

10-29-02 9:10pm

it's okay you didn't cry.
you are definitely not heartless.
you have the biggest heart of anyone i know.

and yes,
halloween is going to rock the casbah.
even though my outfit sucks
but woo hooo!

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