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robbingnovember (profile) wrote, on 10-29-2002 at 3:59pm | |
Current mood: shocked Music: Dashboard Confessional "For Justin" Subject: May angels bring you in |
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My grandma died today, this morning around 11. I didn't cry She's been dead to me for a long time. Ever since she got sick. I thought she'd forget me before she died. But she remembered me and how I didn't visit as often as I should've. I meant to go this weekend Instead I will see her on Thursday at her funeral. I don't know how to feel. I think my smile has been taken away. Posing for pictures seems a little harder now. I was hoping she would die soon, not that i didn't love her I just didn't want her to suffer anymore. I didn't want all of us to suffer anymore. Can't wait for Halloween. Does anyone else want to trick or treat as much as I do? |
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wannabe | 10-29-02 9:10pm it's okay you didn't cry.
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