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| Jessika (profile) wrote, on 12-1-2003 at 6:39pm | |
| Current mood: apathetic |
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| Well. So much for my happiness. Must it always be such short lived? First off.... I was very hyper and did not have to ride the bus. Then on second(math) I began to doze off. Then I was pretty ok...except for the fact that when I woke up I had a very heavy sadness about me. Dunno what it was. In 6th(debate), I found out that Mickee had committed suicide on Saturday. She shot herself. She was one of the nicest people in that class. That got me REALLY sad. That passed as I watched them debate. Then I got SUPER irritable after that class. I was pissed at everyone. To my luck, we had a sub. A super bitchy one at that. She was the worst I had had the entire year. I was seriously this close(| |) to telling her to fuck off and just leaving. I was fucking shaking with my anger/aggravation. She gave us a 8 page packet to complete. NOTES. Like the ones we get from the overhead. THAT was our assignment. Luckily I forced my irritation to the book and got 6 pages done. Whenever she walked by, I stopped and stared at her with my evilest look. After that was finally over, I was very bitchy as the day ended. People kept running into me. I pushed 2 people kuz they would not move. I am now just apathetic. Except when the little people talk. Then I am a huge bitch. To top it all off, my little half brother person got to stay home today because he stayed up till midnight with 'dad problems' and he did not want to go to bed. What fucking ever. Fuck you. |
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DarkSwordDancer | 12-01-03 8:53pm Jessika...im sorry you lost someone today...or atleast found out about it...ii hope you are gonna be ok.*hug*...even if you dont want it its here |
Jessika | Re:, 12-02-03 8:02am Thank you lots Shell. *hug* At least I was not as close to her as Fallon was.......Another reason never to get close/trust anyone. |
DarkSwordDancer | Re: Re:, 12-02-03 7:18pm no..thats one of the reasons TO get close to someone. |
DarkSwordDancer | Re: Re:, 12-02-03 7:18pm no..thats one of the reasons TO get close to someone. |
InStaticPallor | 12-02-03 1:11am Next time I see you, you're getting the biggest hug ever. Sounds like you need it right now... But all I can do at the moment is *hug*. Call me anytime you need to talk to someone. <3 |
Jessika | Re: *hug*, 12-02-03 8:01am Thank you so much. It is so much of a relief that there are some I will be able to count on. <333333333 |