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 | tinaker (profile) wrote,
on 12-3-2003 at 12:25am |
Music: Beck "Lost Cause"
Subject: "Tired of fighting, tired of fighting, fighting for a lost cause."
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Since Sunday, two people have told me not to commit suicide.
And I don't know how to feel about it.
I thought I kept it all inside.
Apparently I slipped. |
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soblue | 12-03-03 3:14am My mother told me to see a doctor... it only took her 4 years to notice something was wrong...
My husband never noticed... or just didnt care.
Or maybe I am just that good at hiding it?
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tinaker | Re:, 12-03-03 4:27am No one knows how to help. That's the problem I see. But, somehow, I do think these people care.
They just have an uncaring way of showing it.
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| soblue | Re: Re:, 12-03-03 9:16am I care.. for those I know and for those I don't, because I know all to well how it feels.
Some pain is unexplainable..cannot be explained unless its through the eyes of the one whos feels the pain. A twitch, a glance, a shrug to turn away the truth... You can cover it up, put a smile on it, but eventually it oozes out like a festering sore.
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tinaker | Re: Re: Re:, 12-04-03 11:11am That is all too true.
Though, I wonder what it was that those two people saw in me, to make them say that. Was it my actions, or my lack of actions.. I don't want people to worry about me.
But, I suppose it is nice to know people care.
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