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blondie17 (profile) wrote,
on 12-4-2003 at 7:36am
Current mood: pessimistic
Subject: so it happened
im not sure why this happened. as much as i wanted to be with him it still didnt matter. just when i thought things were getting better and then BAM...it felt like a smack on the face. im pissed because i dont understand fully on why he did this. i thought for once id be fine and i could work whatever out so we could be together. i was so mad at him. but when i saw him at church last night my anger dissolved. i hate this feeling of lonliness that i have so oftenkly come upon. i still want him even though it isnt mutual. his reason"I dont have time for you right now. AND "something in the letter you wrote kind of got to me..." which i dont think makes sense at all...so i am single and feeling like total shit. no one really relates.
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holiday

12-04-03 2:13pm

(((((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))

I love you hun <3
Life will never make sense, and boys, well, same goes for them. But you have to keep living life and just think, eventually we can take out all the boys. I don't know if that made sense, but it did in my head. :-/ Hey if you wanna talk call me. K?
<3 you
Hil

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PHIL-HIMSELF

12-04-03 7:14pm

casey it will be ok as long as you remember your cool. :)

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blondie17

Re:, 12-05-03 12:10pm

thank you guys. i just need time...

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