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blondie17 (profile) wrote,
on 12-5-2003 at 12:11pm
Current mood: crappy
Subject: shaking.
so everything is going to hell now. have a test in anatomy i probably failed, have an essay and a presentation due in global studies, see my famous ex flirting with someone else, and crying even more than yesterday. i cant stand things right now. i wish i could just take a while from school and let my mind and body rest but we know ill never get the chance to do that. the whole ryan thing is confusing...i saw him in the media center and he gave this girl molly fish his coat. he never let me wear it. then i saw them like flirting and what looked to me like hand holding. im probably taking things way out of proportion but what else do i do? i had to move to a corner because it bothered me so much i couldnt watch. i9 found myself shaking and now im finding myself complaining and i know that it doesnt do anything. I am sick of being so unhappy. i am again not hungary. (sp) so congrats with everyone else who get to be with who they want, and enjoy what they want ect. i give up. on everything. back to my cave. That didnt last long.
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Angelictouch

sorry, 12-07-03 10:59am

hey hunny,
I know ur hurting right now but things will get better. Im sorry that this happened but try to smile. Don't let him get the satisfaction of knowing ur hurting cuz of him. Act like ur fine. i love you

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Angelictouch

sorry, 12-07-03 11:01am

hey hunny,
I know ur hurting right now but things will get better. Im sorry that this happened but try to smile. Don't let him get the satisfaction of knowing ur hurting cuz of him. Act like ur fine. i love you

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Angelictouch

sorry, 12-07-03 11:01am

hey hunny,
I know ur hurting right now but things will get better. Im sorry that this happened but try to smile. Don't let him get the satisfaction of knowing ur hurting cuz of him. Act like ur fine. i love you

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