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Shoe23 (profile) wrote,
on 12-5-2003 at 5:00pm
Current mood: suicidal
Music: 12 Stones - Back Up
Subject: me, currently, is a topic undescribable...
Im thinking awful things, Im pretty sure few would notice

To describe today all in one word... is im fucking possible

Yes, one of those... as always, every fucking day is like that anymore... why? I dont know.

My ear fucking hurts BRAD...little bastard... I restrain my anger around him... well I do that around everyone... Its all inside me... hardly ever is it let out... someday though, someone is going to push me too fucking far... and I will either hurt them or massively hurt myself... I already hurt myself, over everyone else... I wish I could express my anger better than slicing my wrist everytime I am about to break... I know no one agrees with what I do.. but I do it, its just like an adiction to anything else... I cant stop.

That paragraph got rather intense...

It made me happy to see Ellen laughing... I would let Brad do whatever he wanted to do to me if she would laugh like that all of the time... I [heart] you Ellen.... you are the best person ever... and you too Amber... I [heart] you too...

well... I no longer am full of complaints so... I guess I will be leaving...
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i-hate-everything-about-you

12-05-03 10:04pm

I [heart] you too.

Brad makes me giggle.

But I'll make him be good. It was so funny in art today, he decided he was going to sit by Sara and myself, and she's like "Noo, Brad, go away!!" And Brad, lord, Brad was like "I can either go away...or you have to have sex with me!!!"

lol..poor Sara...she was just like "Uhh...you can stay."

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Shoe23

Re:, 12-05-03 10:09pm

ha... goodness... fucking freak... and he thinks im weird... If I were Sara... I would have just told him you would buy him a tractor if he would leave you alone... lol... that would have gotten rid of him.

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i-hate-everything-about-you

Re: Re:, 12-05-03 11:13pm

lol...remember when Kelly called him Bradley, and he freaked out?

good times...good times...

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Shoe23

Re: Re: Re:, 12-05-03 11:16pm

ha...yeah... that was funny as hell..

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