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| wierdo (profile) wrote, on 12-6-2003 at 10:00am | |
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| I really dont know what to do anymore. My family is going insane over here. For 3 days in a row my family is yelling at each other back and forth about something. I just dont like how my life is turning out right now. And i'm just.....scared. I really have no clue whats going on with anything in my life. I dont know whats going to happen. And thats why i'm scared......i dont know whats gonna happen. Usually i know what things are gonna happen or what to expect, well i've got no fricken clue right now. I just wish i could go to somebody right now and break out with tears and tell them everything, and how i feel about everything. This is all just so depressing and stressful on me, and i really hate it. I guess i've got a long road ahead of me. And it will take a while to walk to the end. And that end wont come until everything gets figured out about everything. I think that god wants me to be happy. But the things that will make me happy, and turn my life around.....i'm not so sure if they are gonna happen. I dont really have a say in anything anymore, with the things going on with me. And thats why its gonna be a long road, cause they have to be figured out on their own. Why does life have to be so cruel, and painful, and hurtful, and depressing, and stressful, why is it so......unfair? Kevin |
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humblekisses | 12-06-03 2:09pm Kevin....I hope things get better. YOu know my number if you need to talk. Call me sometime this weekend. Feel better kiddo. |
beckaboo | 12-06-03 4:10pm It's normal to feel scared, Kevin. My family went through a tough time, too. I was alot littler though, like sixth grade; but it still had a big impression on me.. so I kind of know what your going through. I know what the constant yelling and screaming and slamming doors are like anyways.
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Breezeyluvsu | Hey babe, 12-06-03 4:16pm Kevin* i know things are difficult right now and believe me my family is going through maybe the same thing or worse. You can ALWAYS turn to me and " melt down" heck maybe we can cry together..but just dont forget that your not alone..even if you feel like the worlds on your shoulders and your going to fall ill be there to catch ya buddy! just call me you know my number.
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wierdo | 12-06-03 6:45pm Thanks guys. I know you all are here for me. And when i need to talk or wanna talk i'll get ahold of you. Yeah a big part is my family and everything goin on in it. But the other half is somethin else.....its kinda hard to explain. Becky i think you might know what i'm talkin about.
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