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| playachika (profile) wrote, on 12-6-2003 at 4:43am | |
| Current mood: pissed off Music: my sunshine |
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| i dont kno... im really mad at nick... amandas old bf..... he ruined her 16th birthday... he broke up with her the stupid fuck... my mom sadi she was up crying at 3 in the morning over the fucker... thats the 3rd year in a row her birthday has sucked... the first 2 were cuz of me wearing her clothes n me and daddy fighting... and then nick.. i mean it was her sweet 16... sometimes i wish i could be in amandas place.. just so she wouldnt be so sad all the time.. i rememebr when i used to cry and cry and i thought nothing would ever be right... it seems tahts how amanad is... i kno i dont act like a great sister to her... but i dont kno.. i dont kno how to act since were soo different.. and seh thinks im anorexic n a slut.. she needs to get to kno me better.. im not either of those things... i dont want to be either of those things.. im trying my damndess to gain weight.. im juss not gaining any... for some reason i feel.. empty... i think im jus tired since i talked to reid forever.. ash is coming over in about an hour... oooooooh god im tired n juss.... BLAH!! oh yah i talked to erika kinda.... the tohe rday.. shes like.."why are u talking ot me"... everyone thinks i hate them... im the kinda person who cant hate someone... sooner or later i just get over what anyone did to me.. kim greenwood tho..if she kisses or touches reid again im going to fukn blow her brains out.. i cant stand the bitch.. the thing that gets me tho is he LETS her kiss him... thats what REAAALYYYYYYYY gets me... oh w.e... he talked about last night having a baby agin.. i dont kno im WAY to young.. can he really love me that much?? im going to wait off on sex.. n if he cant understand that then all he thinks of is what i look like.. personally, i think im the ugliest thing livin n breathin... i need to talk to reid.. he makes me feel so much better... You are my sunshine My only sunshine When you're not happy My skies are grey You'l never know, dear How much I love you So please don't take My sunshine Away |
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| Anonymous | Hey, 12-06-03 10:23pm hey its SilentDel7, who you talked to before, i'm glad you seem to care so much for your sister and all shes going through. If you don't know how to help her because you all are so different like you said be a friend to her. I heard about the fight and all you guys had...i'm sorry i really didnt mean to get you into trouble, you know you should've asked her about looking at her stuff and she shouldnt have yelled at you because you were trying to help her by figuring out what was going on...i'm sorry if i made stuff worse with that. I hope you can forgive her, i know she ripped your journal and you should be mad at her for that but she has been so depressed and all she just...overreacted at the time. i'm not saying you cant be mad just remember to try and forgive her if she says sorry... i think she needs someone close to her to be there for her... she was really upset your mad at her too. Well, not to impose on your life i know i dont know you at all dude but i agree that you should wat on the sex thing. Theres probably not a male in the world who says they'll stay with you forever and they love you and actrually DO stay with you forever...look at your sister, thats pretty much what happened as you know right? I don't know sorry if i'm being rude to you no offense but, you are young like you said and so is he..i don't think thats a commitment you wanna make to him and vice versa. Well C ya later
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| Anonymous | 12-07-03 1:21pm wow lauren you're a fucking immature bitch, i dont even know who the hell "reid" is? and if thats your boyfriend your talking about then i never kissed him, he was the one who asked me if i wanted to go to a party with him, which isnt a big deal anyway.. so maybe you should quit being such a jealous person and plus i have a boyfriend.. why would i want yours? especially after he touched you! I remember picking on you so badly in 6th grade and now all of a sudden you want to blow my brains out? lol.. why'd you wait 3 years to actually wanna do something so crucial to me? So i'm guessing you got rid of that greasy hair you had? man i really hope so cuz that wasnt very becoming, actually it kinda reminded me of mcdonald cheeseburgers.. MAN that shit was gross! So why do you seem like your so suicidal? But come to think about it, i probably would be too if i was you.. i mean as ugly as you are and everything! Your boyfriend is wayyyy to good for you, i'm really curious about how you got him? But anyways I guess i'm gunna go, bye ya crazy bitch :]
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playachika | Re:, 12-07-03 3:28pm HAHA. you think your funny.. well.. im on the phn with reid right now and he thinks taht your are stupid.. you juss contridicted yourself... thats funny.....i love yah kim!
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desiredrelease | Re:, 12-07-03 5:31pm so sorry to say, but the reality is that you're the immature bitch in this situation, to make fun of someone on how they look n how they got such a great boyfriend is the lowest thing someone can do, i unfortunatly dont know lauren all that well, but i undersatnd that she isnt what you call her n she got that boyfriend because shes beautiful and great, and saying that you made fun of her "so badly" in 6th grade only goes to show what type of person you are, a bastard, everything you have posted has been bull shit...thus for future reference, try and keep your lousy opinions to yourself, that way you won't come across as a jealous son of a bitch
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playachika | 12-07-03 5:33pm AWwwwwwwww. i luv u!! your the best hailey! yeah i kno me n u barely talk but thnx! We shoudl talk more often lol... i think were more alike then we thought when we hated eachother.. lol... Thanks aggain...
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| Anonymous | 12-07-03 3:17pm heya girll ..
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playachika | Re:, 12-07-03 3:20pm lol your funny guys |
| adorablexliz | Re: Re:, 12-07-03 6:02pm Lauren its ok.. people juss like to talk shit.. i still love u no matter what! i duno what the hell peoples problems are.. there probally juss jealous.. and if KIM has enough balls to go back n read this n then go talk shit in my journal ill se her lil bitch ass at school i mean i dont have anything against the girl... but u dont need to go around n talk shit in people journals.. what do u have no life..come on know children.. this is HIGH SCHOOL not fuckin pre-k grow up! well i love ya lauren.. xoox Muah
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