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| Shoe23 (profile) wrote, on 12-6-2003 at 4:15pm | |
| Current mood: indescribable Music: Finch - Letters To You Subject: I want you to know that, I miss you, I miss you so... |
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| Is this another day..or a long continueance of when this all began? Answering questions at all is a problem for me, before just very indecisive... Such a feeling of death is inside... complete emptiness, lonliness, without emotion, being alone and cold. I feel merely as if I am a walking version of death, only not in the same sence that sick people would relate to. I think Im drifting away from the people I really need. Someone please help me. Im losing all I have left. If I could just stop everything I do. It could be fine. I cant help myself anymore, I held it in too long, I let it go too far. Some just dont understand that the way I act is not just for fun. Just because all that is visible looks fine doesnt mean there isnt more inside. Secrets are harmful, I am just one big secret. It will be that way until I realize what I am doing is only making everything worse. Im sorry for all I have done to anyone... My head is so full of this shit, I no longer have room to think before I do things. Just ignore all you can, pay no attention to anything I say that hurts you. I regret it all. I just usually cant say i'm sorry... TRUSTcompany Standing here I'm cold inside with fear And I can't feel my soul Take me in I'm yours again For awhile - just like the last time Lead me from the fear And I won't leave you here There's a way out There's a way out There's a way from here...believe I feel weak I'm slowly losing touch With what is left in me Take me in I'm yours agian For awhile - just like the first time I need you To keep me here I'm starting over again |
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i-hate-everything-about-you | 12-06-03 9:53pm I won't tell...if you need to break. |
Shoe23 | Re:, 12-06-03 9:59pm *hug*I [heart] you.. thank you... so very much.. its hard for me to do.. but there is a possibility it will happen.. sometime.. |