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| HollishDanishM (profile) wrote, on 12-7-2003 at 4:55pm | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: Coldplay- The Scientist Subject: When death hits hard |
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| You never realize what it's like until someone dies. When grandpa died, I was only 10 and all. It doesn't hit you as much. I cried for half an hour, and I forgot. When I look back on it, so many people were hurt when I just moved right along. I wanted everyone to feel bad for me, even though I hardly felt bad for myself. It doesn't work that way, you gotta first accept yourself and than others will too. Eventually. Matthieu came in and was like "Oh, poor Manfred". Why should we feel bad for him? He died, he's not there anymore. It's the people around him, his friends and family you should feel sorry for. His twelf year old daughter, his wife, his five year old son. I pray for them that's all I can say. He looked so good you know, back in May. All slim, and clean. The illness destroyed him. I don't know what else to say, it's tearing me apart. |
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brownsugar | aww, 12-07-03 5:51pm damn i get EXACTLY WHT U SAYINN....and u are soooooooooo righttt!!!!!!! death can hit hard and appear at the weirdest times, and when it comes it just comes ruinign all the people around u and thos close to the dissent one......its terrible what death can do, yet its a part of life, and thats just the way life is, and sumtimes its just a place in life wihich u just have to lern to pass........ |