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| SinfulDarkness (profile) wrote, on 12-7-2003 at 7:29pm | |
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| I have been spending a lot of time thinking about my good friends...a handful of them cut, but I'm not going to say any names. Whenever I see their cuts it makes me want to cry, I guess they dont think that when I see what they have done to themselves theat I give a damn. I love these people...I would most likely die for them...and to see them inflict harm on themselves makes me want to crawl into a corner and waste away into my own tears. I use to cut...but I saw how much it hurt others...my friends and my mom, so I stopped...I do think about it sometimes, the erotic pleasure I guess u can say and the addiction and the sight of the blood oozing from the cuts, but I restrain myself. I just wish my friends would stop...seeing them in such agony and saddness tears me up...I know it can be hard to stop, but I mean................I just want them to stop. I want them to just please stop. My words probly dont make an affect on them, all I can do is beg...beg and beg and even in the end they wont think anything of what I have said. Maybe one day they will put their feelings aside and see how much hurt they cause not just on themselves but on people like me and maybe then they will take a good look at themselves and throw away the rusty razor or sharpened safety pin...and at least try to fight it. | |
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AsphyxiatedDreams | 12-08-03 12:29am Yeah one of my best mates who I really like was into cutting and everytime I would see her cuts I would feel so sick and just wanna die...I would be like 'Dont ever do it again' but she wouldnt listen...
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